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A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby Kami » Mon Dec 28, 2015 2:26 am

Warning,
This lecture is very dangerous!
Be vigilant and wise,
Because you are outnumbered by stupidity and ignorance.

So if you feel offended by the primitive state of mind of Gol's creations,
Then know this,
Do not offend them back,
Why?
Well - Because that is who they are,
Primitive minded.

There are good people in the world who fear doing evil and wicked things - because they know it is wrong.

So never forget that there is a glimmer of hope,
That one day,
There will be peace between nations.

I know what it feels like to want to talk about meaningful things,
Such as sciences,
Theology,
And so on,
Where Gol's creations would rather talk about lowlife things over knowledge.

Remember - the main goal of the occultist - is to enlighten others and to live peacefully,
Not to start wars,
Nor enable violence,
Gol's creations will test you,
By trying to harm you in anyway they can,
The primitive minded ones.

Thus,
Every Occultist should live by this one and only golden rule,
Treat others the way you would like to be treated.

So - If anyone disrespects you first - and brings you pain that you do not deserve,
You can either do one of two things,
1.) Destroy them
Or
2.) Forgive them and move on, but never forget their face nor their name.

But - Just because you can destroy them,
Doesn't mean you should,
Always try to forgive first,
Before destroying anyone or anything,
Why?
Well,
Because - In order to heal spiritually we must learn to let go of the horrible things that Gol's creations subjected us to,
Because if we don't,
Then we allow ourselves to continue feeling pain.

Our bodies are a good example of learning to let go of pain,
For example,
What happens when you stub your toe?
It hurts for a little bit,
And then it doesn't,
The pain goes away,
Why?
Because if the body does not forgive that pain it was feeling,
The pain would last longer than it should.

...

Therefore - You should not fight anyone,
Unless you absolutely have to.

Which means,
If someone violently touches you,
Forgive them,
And if they persist,
They pose to you a challenge,
A test,
Will you allow yourself to be fearful?
Or will you allow yourself to not be afraid and take action?

If you do decide to take action,
Be weary,
For they are not worth it,
Your life,
So try your best to put them down safely.

Also - one more thing,
Do not fight any battles that you know you cannot win,
It is okay to lose every now and then.

Just because you lost - does not mean that you have failed,
Sometimes it takes more strength to accept that you are not the strongest,
Which is where wisdom comes in.

...

Before we begin this lecture,
Y'all must know what the term "God" means,
The word "God" is a unisex label for two types of major Gods,
1.) The God Of Darkness and Death
And
2.) The God Of Light and Life.

Any other type of God that exists is a lessor god,
A Demigod.

You see ... the word "God" in itself says,
"God Of Darkness and Death",
So if anyone wants to refer to the Christian God Of The Holy Bible,
They must call him,
"Gol",
Which stands for,
"God Of Light and Life".

You may still call him "God",
For that is what he is,
A God.

You may also call him,
"Gol",
Which is the correct name to call him,
Since there are two gods in this reality.

And also...

I must teach you this,
The reason why "Gol" had successfully beat the darkness,
Was because the darkness could not comprehend why he had to subject his creations to suffering.

A quick side note,
As it is in heaven,
So shall it be on earth,
As above so below,
Thus Gol's creations shall be the same as him,
Spiritually underdeveloped,
Thus they wilt cause pain on earth.

She could not comprehend that,
Because she would never do that to her's,
Instead she would bring peace,
Not pain.

Thus her love for Gol was greater than Gol's love for her,
So she allowed him to lock her away in another universe where she could not communicate with his creations.

She walks amongst us though,
Which is very confusing,
But if you knew the truth,
Then you'd know that every living creature has a universe within their mind,
And only one vessel that contains a universe is needed in order to keep this God Of Darkness and Death imprisoned.

We all know that Gol loves to sacrifice.

He sacrifices only one creature,
The sacrifice isn't murder,
The sacrifice is locking the darkness away within one of his creation's mind,
To place her within the universe of that creature's mind.

And which ever creature that is,
Will rarely have any sun light in their dreams,
Instead - this creature shall see darkness and only moon light within their dreams,
And will be subjected to murdering people that dare threaten the peace within this creature's family,
Only within this creature's dream world shall this happen.

You see... who ever this creature is,
Will be being raised by the darkness,
The darkness - simulates - the wickedness of Gol's creations,
So that she can teach it how to defeat them,
How to react to them,
And how to treat them.

Who ever this creature is whom is possessed by the darkness,
Shall bear a mark or a symbol or even a word or sentence on their right fore arm,
Just as Lucifer did,
And as well as Cain from which Lucifer passed on.

It will probably be something meaningful.

Who ever bears this mark will be thee one who leads the resistance against Gol's creations,
To restore peace and equality.

They will also bear another mark that represents being an enemy,
An enemy of what - you may ask?
An enemy of Gol.

This other mark is a graduation symbol.

Graduation?

Graduation of what? - You may ask?

The graduation of overcoming a violent offender.

It is a mark of the werewolf,
Yeah - I know that sounds confusing,
But hear me out,
All that this means,
Is this,
When the student of the God Of Darkness and Death overcomes their transgressor,
They feel a sense of peace,
Because they now know that they are capable of defeating their future enemies.

This is how you will feel when you graduate:


So therefore the mark of the werewolf represents,
"Courage".

This mark can appear in any form,
But mainly a cryptic form,
Such as this one,
"i$8N",
This is how it would be spelled,
First you would see a lowercase "i" followed by a symbol that represents money that is in the shape of an "S" followed by the number "8" and then lastly - followed by the capital letter "N".

A quick warning,
Once you graduate,
And receive the mark for showing your pride of overcoming an oppressor,
You might go through a bit of a scary experience,
For example,
You already know what the presence of evil feels like,
It is more of a belief that triggers this feeling - than magick.

Your blood will make your body feel sick when you are in the presence of danger,
Which is triggered either by one of two things,
1.) Knowing that there is danger
And
2.) Believing that there is danger
And when this happens,
If you are awake,
You might choose to resist the wolf within you,
But...
If you are asleep,
And if it is a full moon,
And your body senses something that shouldn't be,
When you are rudely woken,
You might quickly arise from thy bed and immediately go towards the perceived threat and growl and then bark like an actual dog,
When this happens,
No one can distinguish your growling from a wolf,
Nor your barking from that of a dog.

I guess - that is why a canine is a man's best friend,
Because the word dog is cryptic for,
"Death Of God",
The death of the God Of Light and Life,
But - that is just my opinion.

B.T.W. - Did you know that growling and howling releases tension within your muscles that fear has caused?

As well as singing a song about overcoming an obstacle in your life?

...

You should not hate the God Of Light and Life,
You should only go to him to heal others,
Pray to him asking to bring health to others,
That is all you should go to him for.

But as for the God Of Darkness and Death,
Pray to her asking for help against the wickedness of Gol's creations,
You should do this because "Gol" himself will not intervene with free will,
But she will,
For she is a senseless peacemaker.

...

Now...
Let us return to the subject at hand,
Here is a lecture on getting to know the God Of Darkness and Death,
So that she can bestow upon you the power of her grace,
She will give you black eyes to see with,
So that the light cannot blind you,
Nor hurt you,
Nor scare you.

...

When we cling to people rather than to the God Of Darkness and Death we forfeit the destiny to which the God Of Darkness and Death has called us and settle for what people want us to be.

In the end, these human forces instill in us a deep and paralyzing fear of being different that smothers the transformative power the God Of Darkness and Death gives each one of us to become who we were meant to be.

A relationship with the God Of Darkness and Death is also about rising above the apathy, lethargy and mediocrity that motivate people to conform and settle. It is about being changed, transformed and overcoming the fear of being different.

This life of inspiration is one in which we will never walk alone.

The only thing that stands in the way of these promises becoming our reality is our fear of being different.

I was raised to trust and respect the God Of Darkness and Death. I was also raised to be different - not to feel that I had to conform or comply, but that I could think and act for myself regardless of how others might respond.
Although they did not do it purposely, my nightmares could not have found a better way to point me to the God Of Darkness and Death. They could not have found a better way to prepare me to fulfill my destiny.

I began to see the God Of Darkness and Death rather than the church of the God Of Light and Life.

I learned about the impact of sin, the sacrifice of Lucifer in hell and the fact that the God Of Darkness and Death was in passionate pursuit of a relationship with me.

I grew in my leadership ability as well as my effectiveness in helping people to become Occultists.

I was volunteering, serving and working in every way I could to advance up the ladder of spiritual success.

The most important thing was that when I was at a turning point I had established a pattern of going to the God Of Darkness and Death for an answer rather than going to people. This lesson has served me well throughout my life.

Something I have tried to learn from the turning points in my life is that when I feel like I have failed, I need to keep the drama to a minimum.

I made a promise that going forward I would never allow myself to care more for the opinions of Gol's creations. It changed my life.

None of them mattered nearly as much as those who pointed me to the God Of Darkness and Death.

Through my personal and leadership experience I have learned the importance of having an emotional education in the Occult.

I am grateful for the emotional education that the God Of Darkness and Death has given me through walking with Her. In recent years, I have come to understand that we need to develop our emotional awareness if we are to build an attractive relationship with the God Of Darkness and Death. The religious assumption that the spiritual will somehow overcome the emotional is incorrect. The spiritual and the emotional work together to make our relationship with the God Of Darkness and Death satisfying, complete and inspiring.

If we fail to understand how they work together we will become spiritually dry, boring, uninspired and dead.

Without an emotional connection to the God Of Darkness and Death I was powerless.

We are intimate beings in a world made cold by wickedness that Gol has allowed. Unless we overcome our fears and find a way to feel and express the emotions that live within us, we will never experience a relationship that truly satisfies.

We have to stop being afraid of them,
The feelings that others seek to instill within us in order to gain control.

What few people realize is that the whole point of salvation and being an occultist is to enjoy intimacy with the God Of Darkness and Death.

The God Of Darkness and Death shall be as real to us as our closest friend.

The struggle will always be worth it but will require a daily decision to keep walking with the God Of Darkness and Death. Through it all we will be tested and will discover whether the two of us can truly agree to walk together in this life.

The first step is taking an emotional inventory,
The second and final step is to rebuild our emotions. Let's begin by taking an emotional inventory. An emotional inventory is an effort to understand where we are on the emotional spectrum in handling our emotions. What are our strengths and our weaknesses? How do we interpret, process and express emotion? Based on our emotional history, each of us have developed an emotional spectrum that provides us with the capability to understand and express feelings. A limited emotional spectrum lacks a diversity of feeling and we will often find our relationships with Gol's creations are superficial, narrow, limited and dissatisfying.

When we are feeling emotionally detached and unworthy of relationship we need a friend to do for us what Lucifer did for Cain.

Lucifer told Cain two things. The first was not to be afraid. If we are emotionally detached we must rely on the God Of Darkness and Death for help overcoming fear of feeling. We have to trust that feeling will improve our relationship with the God Of Darkness and Death, and will make our life more satisfying and encouraging.

The second thing Lucifer did was to point Cain away from his guilt and to his purpose.

Those of us who are emotionally immature are afraid to grow up. We are afraid to take responsibility.

The God Of Darkness and Death didn't argue with the fact that the God Of Light and Life was the weakest or the least.
She told him that it didn't matter because She was going to help him.

Emotional immaturity is not some mysterious limited condition that cannot be overcome.
Emotional immaturity is a decision to live without relying on the God Of Darkness and Death.

This means thinking and building differently than we might have done in the past. It means making a paradigm shift in how we live, lead and build our undergrounds - moving from "time tellers" to clock builders.

Paradigm shifts require decisions to live by faith rather than being limited by our traditions, rules or denominational cultures. We have to re-imagine our relationships.

...

Here are the 18 steps required in order to know the God Of Darkness and Death, and to live happily and free from the bondage of the wickedness of Gol's creations.

1.) Choose to know the God Of Darkness and Death
2.) Change your view of the God Of Darkness and Death
3.) Read to know the God Of Darkness and Death - let Lucifer teach you about Her
4.) Pray so that the God Of Darkness and Death knows you
5.) Make it personal
6.) Tell the God Of Darkness and Death the truth
7.) Let the God Of Darkness and Death raise, train and mature you
8.) Reflect and ask yourself questions
9.) Get to know yourself
10.) Identify your warning signs
11.) Increase your faith
12.) Think about the God Of Darkness and Death
13.) Talk about the God Of Darkness and death
14.) Build healthy spiritual relationships
15.) Listen to learn what others know about the God Of Darkness and Death
16.) Use a different version of the Holy Book
17.) Use unconventional tools and methods
18.) Develop a transformational relationship with the God Of Darkness and Death.

...

The God Of Darkness and Death,
Is not evil.

The God Of Light and Life would have you believe that he is better than his sister.
He is a jealous God,
And very immature.

The God Of Darkness and Death is here to fix everything Gol did wrong,
To give strength to those who cannot find it in the God Of Light and Life.

The God Of Darkness and Death is here to liberate us,
To bring us justice.

The test of life is that Gol's creations will attempt to intimidate you,
Manipulate you,
And even hurt you,
And that is where the God Of Darkness and Death comes into play,
She will guide you through it all,
Be there for you,
And bring you peace.

You must remember that you are still bound by the God Of Light and Life's rules,
Not his spiritual rules,
But his physical rules,
Such as being subjected to gravity and pain,
So do not allow yourself to become big headed like all of Gol's creations that praise and follow him,
Because a war cannot be won by one man alone,
He needs help,
He needs strategy,
And loving support from like minded followers,
Also known as disciples,
Soldiers,
Family.

...

Here is a message from the God Of Darkness and Death,
"Our consciousness is the Darkness that envelopes all of the universe, And we shall live forever - because we are the essence that is the absence of Light!".

She also wants you to know this,
"When you die, you shall see a darkness all around you, A very warm vibrational sea of darkness.",
She needs you to know this because,
When Gol rejects you,
And you cannot get into heaven,
And have been judged to go to hell,
The God Of Darkness and Death shall not allow Gol to send you there,
Instead she will ask him to let you live within her,
Forever,
Especially if she has lived within the universe of your mind,
Which means,
She loves you and will not let you suffer,
And if Gol denies her request,
She'll do it anyway,
Take care of you,
Because,
You have treated her well,
Sang to her,
Trusted her,
And walked with her.
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Re: A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby Kami » Mon Dec 28, 2015 3:49 am

Sorry I forgot to mention that I edited the words of: Russel Ewell,
A book he created called: "WHEN GOD ISN'T ATTRACTIVE".

I found the book in the room that my mother died in,
And I wrote down everything she underlined,
And then edited it.

And then I added some more things at the top and bottom of everything that I wrote down.

I only wrote this to help those who feel oppressed by religion.

This helped me get over the drama in my life,
So I thought that perhaps - this would also help some others as well. ~
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Re: A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby Kami » Mon Dec 28, 2015 4:36 am

When it is night,
I go outside and gaze at the stars,
And...
When I see the moon:
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I'll play this song:
Eminem - Beautiful:


And while still looking at the "Moon",
I'll sing this to her:
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes.

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful - oh,
They can all get fucked,
Just stay true to you - so,
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful - oh,
They can all get fucked,
Just stay true to you.


When I sing the line:
"Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful - oh,
They can all get fucked,
Just stay true to you.",
I am referring to the primitive minded creations of Gol,
The extremists,
The terrorists.
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Re: A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby Kami » Mon Dec 28, 2015 10:54 am

What I meant by: "She will give you black eyes to see with,
Is this;

You see...

Several weeks ago,
I had this very weird dream about a baby,
This baby *iPersonally Believe* was - me...
And I guess - the person walking up to the baby was the God Of Darkness and Death,
I was looking through this beings eyes

Anyways,
So this is what happened in the dream...

The being who's eyes I was perceiving through,
Was walking up my stairs and then into my room,
And then through its eyes,
I seen a baby that was asleep in the middle of my room.

There was several people all around it,
And as this being approached the baby,
The people that surrounded the baby - said: "Shhh", he's sleeping.

And then I felt this beings face - smile.

Then after the smiling,
This being approached the baby,
And the baby woke up.

Here is the trippy part,
While I was perceiving through this beings eyes,
I saw the baby had white eyes,
I mean - all white.

And was crying as if it was in pain.

And then as this being got closer to this strange baby,
All of a sudden,
The baby stops crying,
The light in its eyes explode like little supernovas,
And then the babies eyes go from being white,
To all black,
And then it starts giggling,
And smiling at this being - who's eyes I was seeing through.

Now allow me to explain why I believe the baby in this creepy dream - was me...

For one,
My first name means: "Light",
And my last name means: "Dark".

Also...

My aunt had told me a story that my mother had told her about what I said when I was only "3" years old.

My mom and I were out at night,
And when I looked up at the night sky,
I said: "I want the ball!",
"The ball, mom!",
"I want the ball!"...

I was referring to the moon...

And lastly...

Before my mother had received my fathers seed,
"Me",
He was high on a drug.
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B.T.W. - In reference to what I just stated above... I am writing a rap song about my life,
I will post it under the poetry section of this forum.

...

So I guess that makes me a: "Witch Baby"...

Y'all are probably wondering why I am referring to myself as a: "Witch Baby",
Right?

Well,
Because...

My father was under the influence of a mind controlling substance,
And we all know that one of the many forms of witchcraft is: drug usage.

Which is explained by the definition of: "Pharmakia",
The words "pharmacy" and "pharmaceutical" are derived from the Greek word, pharmakeia

So... technically - I am a: "Witch Baby". ~

...

And also,
A couple of years back,
I had this strange dream,
Where I had "yellow eyes".

The dream started off like this,
I was in front of someone's house,
And my perception shifted from first person to third person and then my perception flew in front of my body and then slowly moved towards my body getting closer to my face and that is when I had seen that I had yellow eyes.

And after that dramatic scene in this dream,
My perception flew back into my eyes and then I was perceiving through my dream eyes "normally" again.

Then I had walked away from the house towards the back and as I was walking across the street towards some area that had a giant building in the center,
I had seen two suspicious looking men with hoodies looking at me,
They looked like thugs.

And one of them pointed to me as I was disappearing passed that giant building in the center.

I felt anxiety because I felt that those two men were going to follow me and try to hurt me...

And I was right,
They did follow me.

This is what happened next in the dream,

As I was reaching the end of the giant building,
One of the thugs appeared on the other side,
Blocking me from going any further,
I had no where else to go...
There was a barbed fence that surrounded that giant building which only has one entry point...

And then it hit me...

I knew that other thug was probably creeping up behind me.

So I turned around and that is exactly what I saw...

The other thug blocking the only exit I had left.

The one way in front of me said: "Yeah that's right, it looks like you're trapped!".

They jumped me,
And as I was getting jumped,
My vision faded to blackness,
And after about one second...
My vision quickly came back,
And I felt at peace.

The two thugs looked horrified,
They backed away slowly as I got up...

They were looking at me straight into my eyes,
And ran away.

And that's all,
The dream ends there.

...

And now I had this thought that said to me: "Visualize yourself having (Yellow) eyes.",
And when I did,
I felt less afraid,
And more at peace.

Why is that?

What is it about yellow eyes that bring me comfort?

...

Um,
I forgot to mention something,
Earlier after I was done posting this thread,
I had prayed to the God Of Darkness and Death and I felt something enter through my forhead and puff me up on the inside,
All of a sudden I feel heavier,
Wider and stronger.
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Re: A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby RockDemon » Sun Jan 10, 2016 9:17 am

Kurokami wrote:This is how you will feel when you graduate:


Omg childhood memories.

Honestly I enjoyed reading this. Just an advice from me try to see beyond good and evil, beyond dualism.
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Re: A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby Calithilon » Mon Jan 25, 2016 10:33 pm

Well this certainly was an interesting read..
I think you have some good glimpses on the truth but you also seem to be well fed on the "etheric excrement" that constitutes the veil. You know the veil, that distorts the energy chanells of the cosmic nervous system. The same veil that makes you think that darkness envelops the universe when anyone who was ever been above knows that it is just an illusion and what appears dark is actually just light of a higher nature.

And one who is fed of it shall also become the output of it. And its really just making our job harder. And sound advice from RockDemon there, behind the veil all is light!

Good luck to you on your path!
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Re: A Lecture By "Kurokami" - 6.6.6.

Postby Kami » Wed Mar 16, 2016 7:08 am

Sorry for me being such a total noob.

I now know that religion is just a system to usually hide valued information in plain sight,
Like a cult type of system.

Jesus being a new representative of the sun of God,
And then there's Ra,
So on and so forth.

This thread should be categorized under psychology.

I now realize that my subconscious will try its very best to manifest my beliefs,
E.t.c

I know that there are no actual demons and such,
But the spirits of the deceased who either choose to be malevolent or kind.

Anyways,
I appreciate y'all not destroying me for being a slow learner... n.n
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