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@Eric, thanks for the link. I don't know if I'm really going to try it, but thank you anyway.

@Mutate, thanks for taking the time to reply. Yes, I believe I now understand what someone should expect from magic(k)...

Thanks everyone...

Anyways, why are you so eager for this? I don't want to get it too personal because i don't know a thing about your life, but i hope it's not a way to escape your real life because it won't work like that.

I've been looking for something to be passionate about for a while. Something to think ...

@Case, I'm glad magic(k)/occultism has benefited you like that.

@Rin, thank you for the links. They were really interesting. As for whether I'm going to find out if what I described is true, I honestly doubt it...

@hobotubbie, thanks for taking the time to share your experiences and beliefs ...

I appreciate your replies. Again, I apologise if I sound immature and childish. I understand how I may sound to people like you, who have been seriously involved with magic for years. But as I stated before, I'm not interested in the spiritual content of magic, just it's material applications. So ...

Hello,

I apologise in advance if you feel like I'm wasting your time. My only view of occultism(I'm deliberately not using the word magic(k) here as it may have different meanings depending who you might ask) has been through fiction only. So you might find what I will ask childish, immature, maybe ...