here is my case:
Two months ago I started dating someone from my college. Everything was very nice, when we were together everything was fine, we enjoyed our company, and the relationship was getting a little more serious. I trusted him so much that I started to tell him I read the tarot, runes, and things like that, and he, in turn, told me a lot of things which he considered private and never had told anybody. One day he got angry with me for no reason really, and told me he just wanted to be friends with me, because I was, according to him, someone who liked to have all the control, and I liked to manipulate other people. That wasn't truth, I never controlled him nor manipulated him, so I burst in anger and made a spell. I wanted that he saw his mistake and come back to me, saying he was sorry. In two weeks that happened, he asked for my forgiveness, and we started dating again. But I started to have weird dreams about him and other people I didn't know, like a woman pursuing me and throwing spear at us, or him being blinded, or him lying in a pool of blood and telling me he doesn't trusted me at all and yelling at me while I tried to help him.
One day, we had a discussion for something trivial, and I had the same kind of dreams, but there was an old man asking me to promise him I would protect my friend, and I did. And then I told my friend everything about the dreams. He told me his father has a lover who happens to be a witch, and when he showed me her photos, I noticed she was the same woman from my dreams. I was shocked, I didn't have that kind of dreams before. Besides, he told me that old man could have been his dead grandfather that protects his family, and that lately, that witch has told his dad he would see all his sons dead. That sounded like a curse coming, and I had made a promise and I intended to keep it.
In my inexperience, I think, we made a mistake. I couldn't teach him to protect himself, not so fast, but I wanted to protect him, so we made a pact, with a god, Odin, as our witness. We promised that we wouldn't use magic to hurt each other and that we would never betray each other. Then something happened inside the circle, and even though we weren't dating anymore, we started kissing and the things started to get more serious, but I stopped it before it would lead to other things. The air even was changed, everything spoke of desire, and that never had happened to me in a ritual. He said he saw something, like a vision, of us lying in a field with flowers, making love.
Anyway, I kept having weird dreams about him distrusting me, lying in a pool of his own blood, and I trying to help him and a woman laughing over him. I told him and offered to do something about it, but he didn't want to. I made a divination for him, and I knew what was going to happen: He would fight with me, think I betrayed him and start dating another girl. I told him I he told me that he would try to stop it, and that he still loved me and wanted to try to have a relationship with me.
A week after that he got angry about something trivial again, and this weekend started dating another girl, but really serious. And she was in another country, so he really started to see her three days ago, and I know that is truth. Days before that, he told me that he almost hated me, he felt betrayed by me (even though I did nothing for him to feel that way) and he didn't want to see me again in his life, and f*ck with the pact.
I don't know what to do now, I feel so sad that I can't make a simple divination now. I know some people would say that I should let everything like that, but I can't, something inside me tells me I can't. I need some advice, please...I fell really bad now. Also, does anybody know what happens when someone breaks an oath like that?
