Head Buzzing

[WhiteWizard77]

Part 1: The Connection
I connected to Focalor today. I had to remove my paranoia. And while I was connecting I was guided (don't know who, just some spirit and I simply followed) to get into the washroom(it is watery, moist & airy, ideal for Focalor) & watch a video clip. The scene was off the beach. The end of the clip was a massage stress removal. And I visualized the massage was releasing my stress. I don't know if that would be classified as sympathetic magic. After that I searched for Focalor enn chanting, started the Satan&Suns' one, opened VKJ's blog on Focalor, and moved to the G. A. Rosenburg pathworking image. When I opened the link, the image was enlarged and all I could see was black and blue, along with the spiral at the left of the Focalor sigil. I immediately thought of tornadoes and the destructive power of the sea. I tried to After a minute, I felt the connection getting stronger. I asked Focalor to remove my paranoid thoughts, and I saw sea waves hitting them and taking the thoughts away along with it. Then I commanded

"Focalor, I command you to
enhance my divination and
empower my protections, shields & wards"

The top of my head started paining and getting jammed. I thought for 10 seconds if I should banish or not, then I decided for it.

Part 2: The Aftereffects
The buzz continued in my head but Focalor was gone. I stared down. There was a black square around my feet, with black spikes around it. And I could feel they were enchanted. The black squares represents the material world humans inhabit. And the spikes...well, everybody knows what they are for

An hour or two later, I took a shower thinking about the evocation - why was my head buzzing, if it was a parasite attack, why would Focalor attack me etc. After the shower, the buzzing died. I was feeling a sense of calm. And some confidence too. I somehow knew my divination will work for sure (even after knowing it had failed me previously).
I even knew I would remain calm even when I got elated (elation caused of loss of focus, which in turn fucked up my divination)

Part 3: The Divination
I sat for a test. And to my surprise, while attempting the 1st question, when I stared at the middle of the 4 options, nothing popped in my mind. I meditated a bit and then got the answer, but the answer was wrong. That's a bad start. But the next 4 questions I got consecutive right answers. After a few hours, I realized what happened. The clatter of my subconscious mind was blocked from interfering with my divination. So I had to meditate for say 20seconds and listen to what the astral whispers, not my subconscious mind.

My divination is slower, as the thoughts are coming later than they used to come. That's a change for the worse.

I am not sure why my head buzzed though? Anybody any guesses? like to hear all of them