Something is here, I don't know what or who...
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Nahemah
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Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
It's cool the discussion on praxis/semantics is interesting, if a little fractious, I just think it merits it's own platform and was sidelining the OP a bit too much.
"He lived his words, spoke his own actions and his story and the story of the world ran parallel."
Sartre speaking of Che Guevara.
Sartre speaking of Che Guevara.
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solace_of_shadows
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Re: Something is here, I don't know what or who...
Thanks. Yeah it's interesting, though I would like to continue the topic, if others wouldn't mind...
Interesting ideas.
Being as no one knows me personally, it is easy to guess what I may or may not be trying to do. It seems many here think it frightens me and I want to get rid of it. I have said something similar, but I should make this clear: I do not want to get rid of it - unless it is actually harming me. I wasn't trying to, but I sort of wanted this kind of thing to happen in a way, something tangible...Perhaps it's dangerous but now that it's happening (or has happened) it makes me want to delve further. The only thing that frightens me about it is that it could be negative to me, potentially. I just don't know. I realize this might be a number of different things. And I am intensely interested in the occult because it makes sense to me, it feels right to choose a spiritual path and follow it deeply, intensely, seriously, forever. Ever since I began to be interested in this stuff, as my interest grows the more these things occur. When I felt intensely intrigued with something specific, this is where it started. I want to find out more but am not sure if I am being "stopped" somehow (if that is part of it) or if it's just the nature of my life and a run of bad luck (which, my life hasn't been great to begin with).
Desecrated that is an interesting point about not discovering why. Why do you say that? I agree about removing certain ties, "uncrossing" as you said. I think those have their own power, those old bandmates can't stand me. And they themselves practice magic, I wouldn't put it past them to try to destroy me or stop me, convince all their magical friends. (I'm not nuts, these people are just really crazy and messed up..they've already done real-world crap that I'm still getting over).
I have to take off right now but I will finish this when I return, there is more I'd wanted to respond to.
Interesting ideas.
Being as no one knows me personally, it is easy to guess what I may or may not be trying to do. It seems many here think it frightens me and I want to get rid of it. I have said something similar, but I should make this clear: I do not want to get rid of it - unless it is actually harming me. I wasn't trying to, but I sort of wanted this kind of thing to happen in a way, something tangible...Perhaps it's dangerous but now that it's happening (or has happened) it makes me want to delve further. The only thing that frightens me about it is that it could be negative to me, potentially. I just don't know. I realize this might be a number of different things. And I am intensely interested in the occult because it makes sense to me, it feels right to choose a spiritual path and follow it deeply, intensely, seriously, forever. Ever since I began to be interested in this stuff, as my interest grows the more these things occur. When I felt intensely intrigued with something specific, this is where it started. I want to find out more but am not sure if I am being "stopped" somehow (if that is part of it) or if it's just the nature of my life and a run of bad luck (which, my life hasn't been great to begin with).
Desecrated that is an interesting point about not discovering why. Why do you say that? I agree about removing certain ties, "uncrossing" as you said. I think those have their own power, those old bandmates can't stand me. And they themselves practice magic, I wouldn't put it past them to try to destroy me or stop me, convince all their magical friends. (I'm not nuts, these people are just really crazy and messed up..they've already done real-world crap that I'm still getting over).
I have to take off right now but I will finish this when I return, there is more I'd wanted to respond to.
"Man is born free, and everywhere he is in chains".