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Original post: tauruschick75

Where would energy topics fit under?
I have a friend, Mike, who introduced me to a few of his friends. I have a rather bubbly personality(LOL if ya couldn't tell!!). Everyone wanted to touch me and feel my energy. They were full of negative energy and drained me of my energy and filled me of theirs(after countless hours of me visualizing my energy flowing to them and back-I didn't understand the whole keep your own energy thing). Of course I didn't know what was happening. That happened after Mike had to go home and I decided to stay with these 4 strangers of magick. (not one of my wisest choices!!) anyway, Mike's last thing he told me before he left was "there are different kinds of magick." I didn't know what that meant at all! I'm beginning to realize exactly what he meant by that. I ended up ditching 3 of the four guys and started hanging out with the strongest one of all. (again, I wasn't aware of that) Mike says once I stop hanging out with Irish (the strongest from the negative group) I'll most likely get my pure positive energy back.
Irish hexed and tried to manipulate his energy to do harm(he used black magick) for some people he got mad at while he was at their house.( alone while they were at work) I didn't like the feeling of what was going on and he knew that. He gave me a quartz and told me it was to keep me safe from him. Something about if he uses magick around me I won't/can't be hurt. Then for some reason I became frightened of him and decided I would be nice to him and continue to hang out with him because I didn't want Mike or myself to get hurt. (Irish was jealous of Mike) Irish kissed me. and since all that Mike says my energy is not the same at all.Irish tried getting me to sleep with him and tried to use his energy to make me horny (I wasn't about to sleep with him no matter what). He was unsuccessful.



Well, it's now been many months (well..about 7) since all that has happened. My energy is not at the happy/bubbly/pure state as it was when Mike first met me. Have you ever heard of anything like that happening? Do you think my energy will ever return to it's original state? Do you think he was drawing energy off of me through the crystal he gave me? (now burried in my back yard) What can I try to get my energy back to that state?

Original post: Radiant Star

I would look for energy related topics in Astral, Trance and Psionics on these boards, since this managed in the way you are describing it with chakra work mostly.

Shielding would be good too.

Q wrote something here:

http://www.occultforums.com/showthread.php?t=5266&highlight=Shielding

http://www.geocities.com/kathrynck/shielding101.html


The write on the last site used to be a member and the site looks at beginners needs and goes more advanced after you have mastered the first set. A good site.

Original post: Chahel

It's better to be by yourself than in bad company. Please evaluate your definition of what a friend is. You called Mike your friend, yet he left you with four guys who were virtual strangers to you. I am wondering if, when he was leaving, he gave a diplomatic way for you to excuse yourself from their company. Common sense is needed. Don't hang around people that are trying to use you. Don't engage in esoteric activities or accept anything from people you don't know enough to trust. I hope you realize that things could have turned out very bad, that night. Think about defensive driving, it's easier to avoid an accident than to go through the rigamarole of being carless because your car is being fixed. Not to mention the threat of injury. I'll stop rambling now...but please be more careful.

Original post: tauruschick75

Yeah, Mike was good that night. He wanted me to leave with him (he was going to drop me off before he went to work) but I was too intrigued to leave everything behind. He tried to get me to go with him, but in the end it was my opinion to stay and that was that. He warned me "there are different kinds of magick". I've lived a very sheltered life, so I've basically only see the positive sides of things, so basically when I see a situation I have my "Sheltered shades" on and don't fully understand the whole of the situation. I've learned that recently. I figured it was safe staying with the people because they were "his friends" and they must be "like him". But they weren't.

do you think time will bring my energy back? Oh I was cleaning out my room yesterday and noticed a green record book Irish gave to me. It has all sorts of symbols and stuff etched on it. I had been using it to write down various things I've learned and the like. Could the book be vamping my energy? Should I toss it?

thank you so much for trying to help.

Original post: micdeath

hmmm, ya know what, if yu are willing to spend some time and effort i'll teach you some basic shielding, manipulation, and vamping (optional, yer choice) and a few little party tricks. I will say this now, I do NOT consider my self a master, nor do i payment, nor do i want constant credit, and nor would i ever want to have anybody on there knee's and worshiping me anyway, give me a pm and i'll get you started, btw, take a visit to http://www.psipog.net and check out some stuff there. Like i want to say every time, the more you know in the diversisty of phenomenons(spell?), the better you understand. (btw, if ya really want to know what i say to some one who won't listen/is ingorant is "Shut up, listen, and look!" i know i know, a bit harsh, but todays society needs a saying liek that, too many damned souls if ya ask me)

Original post: Deathwishjoe

what has probably happened to your energy is that its been muddied up by the negative energy from your "associates" read up on grounding, try it and a good nights rest should help for now.

He may have also tried to create a link with you allowing him easier access to your energies and or information about you. these items he has given you may be the source of those links but they dont need to be. he could have done it will he was trying to get you in the sack.

I'd suggest working on shielding as this should keep him out if you work on it long enough. I found this site interesting http://www.cantrap.net/technique/technique.html they also should have info on grounding.

In the future try not to associate with people who give you bad vibes. it has been my experiance that they give off bad vibes for a reason. If your really curious stay with this Mike guy when your around these other people and dont do anything stupid like get stoned or drunk around these people. trust your instincts they'll take you very far in life

Original post: OndeAander

happy bubbly energy? yuck I don't know why he would want that energy in the first place or why you would want it back. well not my business anyhow lol

Original post: tauruschick75

why wouldn't/shouldn't I want my happy/bubbly energy back?! Just curious on why!

Original post: Daleth

Have you considered the posibility that your problem is psychological in nature, and not magical?

I'm not saying that you're imagining the whole thing. What I am saying, however, is that you may be experiencing mental conflicts that you're not entirely aware of, and this may be affecting you in many ways. Spend some time meditating on the problem, and some things may become more clear to you. Divination may also prove useful for discovering the nature of the problem more fully.

One tool you may find useful is a black mirror. Essentially a piece of glass with one side painted black. They can make good divination tools and meditation aids, and aren't too difficult to make.

Original post: tauruschick75

Well...honestly...I'm not the one who feels that much of a difference. Mike says my energy isn't as nice at it was once he was the only one hanging out with me before he introduced me to his friends.

Would the purpose of the black mirror be to scry?

Original post: Daleth

Well...honestly...I'm not the one who feels that much of a difference. Mike says my energy isn't as nice at it was once he was the only one hanging out with me before he introduced me to his friends.

You should know better than him. If you don't feel a difference, I wouldn't worry about it. Most likely there's a problem on his end, and not on your end.

Would the purpose of the black mirror be to scry?

Do a bit of research on them, and you'll understand them more fully.