Hello
Posted: Wed Dec 19, 2012 8:44 pm
I've been lurking for a little while to read some of the threads and created one in the Satanist forum, but I figured I would introduce myself. [smile]
You can call me JC and I'm an author who was raised Catholic - went to Catholic school, went to church 3 times a week, Christmas was a 2 hour long mass, Easter vigil, Palm Sunday, etc. of course, Catholics are taught about and interested in the occult insomuch as protecting your eternal soul from it. We learned that Pagans were basically tree hungers who did drugs and loved sex and Satanists were horribly misguided individuals who were all lured to the faith by Satan himself promising all kinds of goodies. Other than that, we learned almost nothing about other faiths. In fact, when I went to public school for the first time in 9th grade, that was the first time I met a Jew and learned that latkes were not frisbees (though they might as well be, blech). The first time I met a Muslim, I was 17 years old. The first time I met a Wiccan, I was 18 and in college, but I had very little contact with her. I ended up marrying a Jew, which some of my family was rather upset about, hurled antisemitic insults at my then fiancé and refused to attend our wedding. Sadly, there are some in my family who are Holocaust deniers or believe that the murdering of 6 million innocent people was actually a good thing. (I am deeply ashamed of them and can't stop apologizing to my spouse for the horrid treatment from that side of the family)
The others were quite happy to have the diversity in the family (that is how closed off we are, lol) and go to great lengths (much to my embarrassment) to make my spouse feel like one of the family by purchasing Jewish things they don't know what they are and burning latkes in an attempt to fry them on the wrong Jewish holiday. My spouse is religious, believes in God in the non-physical sense, and is open to incorporating some outside ideas into our household. Our household though is predominantly a Jewish household and our children will very likely be raised as Jews at my spouse's request, but will be exposed to other ideas too just to give them a sense of all of the possibilities in the world. So, that is my background.
I consider myself an open-minded skeptic. I don't discount experiences that people have and feel that everyone is entitled to follow their own path, but I am very interested in learning more about the occult now as an adult who has started reading about it. I do not intend to ever practice the Occult, have never felt that I could perform magic, and am not sure was "magic" even means in a practical sense. And that is why I'm here. There is a lot that I don't yet understand about the occult and the people who practice it and I would like to.
I'm not here to cast doubt on anyone's beliefs or persuade anyone to adopt a different set of beliefs, but I do want to ask questions about those beliefs. Please do not take offense as I am careful to not word things in such a way as to suggest that anyone is wrong. In fact, I don't know what the "correct" philosophy is, so I feel that anything is possible.
If anyone wants to message me about their opinions or ranting on anything to do with faith and spirituality, I would love to read it. I'm not here to debate anything, but I will read with an open mind and ask questions. If you want to criticize the Catholic, Christian, or Jewish faiths in a message, go right ahead. Do not worry about offending me! I am here to learn the opinions of those I've had very little contact with throughout my life no matter what those opinions might be.
You can call me JC and I'm an author who was raised Catholic - went to Catholic school, went to church 3 times a week, Christmas was a 2 hour long mass, Easter vigil, Palm Sunday, etc. of course, Catholics are taught about and interested in the occult insomuch as protecting your eternal soul from it. We learned that Pagans were basically tree hungers who did drugs and loved sex and Satanists were horribly misguided individuals who were all lured to the faith by Satan himself promising all kinds of goodies. Other than that, we learned almost nothing about other faiths. In fact, when I went to public school for the first time in 9th grade, that was the first time I met a Jew and learned that latkes were not frisbees (though they might as well be, blech). The first time I met a Muslim, I was 17 years old. The first time I met a Wiccan, I was 18 and in college, but I had very little contact with her. I ended up marrying a Jew, which some of my family was rather upset about, hurled antisemitic insults at my then fiancé and refused to attend our wedding. Sadly, there are some in my family who are Holocaust deniers or believe that the murdering of 6 million innocent people was actually a good thing. (I am deeply ashamed of them and can't stop apologizing to my spouse for the horrid treatment from that side of the family)
The others were quite happy to have the diversity in the family (that is how closed off we are, lol) and go to great lengths (much to my embarrassment) to make my spouse feel like one of the family by purchasing Jewish things they don't know what they are and burning latkes in an attempt to fry them on the wrong Jewish holiday. My spouse is religious, believes in God in the non-physical sense, and is open to incorporating some outside ideas into our household. Our household though is predominantly a Jewish household and our children will very likely be raised as Jews at my spouse's request, but will be exposed to other ideas too just to give them a sense of all of the possibilities in the world. So, that is my background.
I consider myself an open-minded skeptic. I don't discount experiences that people have and feel that everyone is entitled to follow their own path, but I am very interested in learning more about the occult now as an adult who has started reading about it. I do not intend to ever practice the Occult, have never felt that I could perform magic, and am not sure was "magic" even means in a practical sense. And that is why I'm here. There is a lot that I don't yet understand about the occult and the people who practice it and I would like to.
I'm not here to cast doubt on anyone's beliefs or persuade anyone to adopt a different set of beliefs, but I do want to ask questions about those beliefs. Please do not take offense as I am careful to not word things in such a way as to suggest that anyone is wrong. In fact, I don't know what the "correct" philosophy is, so I feel that anything is possible.
If anyone wants to message me about their opinions or ranting on anything to do with faith and spirituality, I would love to read it. I'm not here to debate anything, but I will read with an open mind and ask questions. If you want to criticize the Catholic, Christian, or Jewish faiths in a message, go right ahead. Do not worry about offending me! I am here to learn the opinions of those I've had very little contact with throughout my life no matter what those opinions might be.