Demon summoning gone wrong

[srd93]

a couple months back I was lonely and bored on a saturday night so I decided to screw around on the internet in search of something fun to do. I found some demon sigils and demon summoning and I read through them until I found one that caught my eye Asmodeus the Demon of Lust and other stuff which as a beginner in the occult, to say the very least, I was blissfully unaware of. I tried to summon him in my room with a mirror and ended up with shards of glass all over my room, after shaking the mirror (nothing too interesting happened except a friend told me there were burn marks on the gash in my finger). There was a deep cut in the mid section of my middle finger on my left hand. I immediately went nuts sucked on the subsequent and extensive gushings of blood. Lucky for me I sucked out a rather sizeable chunk of glass. My main concern is after this experience I was under the impression that I could understand other entities telepathically and utilize magic in virtually in any conceivable way. After extensive reflection and some time spent in a hospital ward I learned better. My request is in regards to any insight others could have on my particular experience because it had a considerable effect on my life. My belief structures in the occult bridge through multiple levels i.e. Spirits, Information, Energy, but prominently Psychology balancing on the edge of reality with difficulty but steady consistency.

[Asurendra]

Hello srd93,

You wrote a number of things in your post so I’ll try and address them. I wasn’t there and I don’t know exactly what happened but I’ll go off of what you wrote.

These entities range from evil to dark to rebellious spirits. You have to work with them from a point of control and containment. There are well-established and proven methods to use for that, but, you’re not there right now. So, the next Saturday night you feel like that, spend your time and energy on internet porn.

Perhaps in the future you will be there, but it will require working from a solid knowledge base and skill set which require time and effort to acquire. It can certainly happen, it just depends on you.

However, I do think you should learn and practice the Lesser banishing Ritual of the Pentagram to help clear your space. Even if the events were purely psychological in their origin and nothing demonic was actually involved this ritual will be beneficial. I would also advise you, on an energetic level, to learn about and daily practice 'grounding.' There are many sites where you can find info about this and the ritual I mentioned.

[Clockwork Ghost]

...I would also advise you, on an energetic level, to learn about and daily practice 'grounding.' There are many sites where you can find info about this and the ritual I mentioned.

I agree with Asurendra, but just wanted to emphasise the above quote. Grounding isnt just a 'hokey-pokey' magical thing, its a widely recognised and used tool of modern medicine.

[ne1]

My belief structures in the occult bridge through multiple levels i.e. Spirits, Information, Energy, but prominently Psychology balancing on the edge of reality with difficulty but steady consistency.

I agree that grounding is the key currently for you (after reading your past posts). Your experiences sound like you may have triggered yourself and thus need to counterbalance with physical form. Your interest in psychology will help, but also consider the magical benefits of pizza. Connect to this plane fully, then go back out when your feet are on the ground. The view may be different then. Good luck.

[PrinceOfNeptune]

This experience sounds somewhat atypical. How is the room you did this in holding up these days?