unknown entity during astral projection
Posted: Fri Feb 07, 2014 6:59 pm
Alright so to give a little bit of a background, not really sure how important it is but whatever might as well put forward as much information as possible right? Throughout a large part of my life I've felt "presences" and whatnot. I believed i was being haunted and then eventually would just dismiss it as my mind playing tricks on me or whatever, but then eventually one day I'd suddenly start feeling that presence again. At first I was absolutely terrified by it, I was rather young after all, but as the years went on I not only accepted it but also it's happened less and less often and now on the rare occasion that it happens it doesnt bother me so much anymore.. I'm also not new to the occult or paranormal, it was these experiences that got me interested in all of it in the first place. I don't really have a specific paradigm as I tend to have a hard time settling on any specific beliefs, although recently I've been leaning towards my own panentheistic approach to satanism, although at the time that this happened it was more a vague idea of panentheism and chaos magic blended together lol.
Now I'd always been interested in astral projection but never really could do it; I have a hard time getting into the proper state of consciousness, sleeping has always been a huge difficulty for me so I have trouble getting close enough to sleep to do it. But occasionally I'll be on the brink of sleep and realize I am in the proper state for it and try and leave my body, I've managed to do it like that a few times although usually I don't get much further than just floating a few feet above myself. It's also happened once while waking up from a lucid dream.
The last time that I succesfully left my body was the furthest I'd ever gotten, I'd actually managed to take a look around and take in the fact that I'd actually done it before falling back into myself. But when I looked around the room seemed darker than usual and strangely alien in a way, and a few feet in front of my bed I saw some sort of entity sitting on my stand looking at me, it's body was all black like one of those shadow people that people often report seeing but it was wearing a red mask. I felt very strongly that this was not friendly, and that it was of utmost importance that I quickly get back to my body, although this fear could have been from the shock of seeing something like this lol. This happened maybe a month ago and I haven't really been bothered anymore than usual, which isn't much, but I've recently started thinking about the experience again. My question is, Does anyone have any insight into what this could be? And could it be connected with that presence that I'd felt before? I accept that my mind could have been playing tricks on me, but it was very real, and I know that I was not asleep and had made a conscious decision to try and project.
Now I'd always been interested in astral projection but never really could do it; I have a hard time getting into the proper state of consciousness, sleeping has always been a huge difficulty for me so I have trouble getting close enough to sleep to do it. But occasionally I'll be on the brink of sleep and realize I am in the proper state for it and try and leave my body, I've managed to do it like that a few times although usually I don't get much further than just floating a few feet above myself. It's also happened once while waking up from a lucid dream.
The last time that I succesfully left my body was the furthest I'd ever gotten, I'd actually managed to take a look around and take in the fact that I'd actually done it before falling back into myself. But when I looked around the room seemed darker than usual and strangely alien in a way, and a few feet in front of my bed I saw some sort of entity sitting on my stand looking at me, it's body was all black like one of those shadow people that people often report seeing but it was wearing a red mask. I felt very strongly that this was not friendly, and that it was of utmost importance that I quickly get back to my body, although this fear could have been from the shock of seeing something like this lol. This happened maybe a month ago and I haven't really been bothered anymore than usual, which isn't much, but I've recently started thinking about the experience again. My question is, Does anyone have any insight into what this could be? And could it be connected with that presence that I'd felt before? I accept that my mind could have been playing tricks on me, but it was very real, and I know that I was not asleep and had made a conscious decision to try and project.