Had!
Posted: Mon Mar 10, 2014 7:23 pm
The manifestation! Greetings everybody.
Let me tell you my story. I was born to Christian parents. I never agreed with them when it came to religion, and when I was in middle school I declared myself an agnostic. I was also interested in oriental stuff, and I took to Buddhism in high school. By the time I graduated I was cynical about everything, and a college philosophy class opened my eyes even more to that realization that I know nothing.
In 2012 I began to take an interest in esoteric material. Late-night lurking on -chans led me to fringe knowledge. Since then I've been trying to figure out how everything works. I guess we (not bodies but energy fields) are all part of a collective consciousness (that other energy field) that generates personalized challenges for conscious beings to stimulate the growth of the whole: Qabalistic evolution. Thelema taught me that following love to your true will is the optimization of this process.
I've been learning tarot for almost a year, studying (mostly Thelema, I've been departing from that recently into more chaotic waters), detoxing (not going well lol), and basically trying to improve myself as a magician. I don't even really consider myself one, the most magical things I've done are chakra work and the LBRP.
My goals in my workings are freedom-oriented. I'd like to see beyond Maya, the illusion, into the truth. I'd like to call the shots instead of the demiurge. I want to fly through the astral unbound by fear or hang-ups. I want to defeat every force that is "above me", for in my eyes they're nothing more than self-imposed restrictions. The only sin is restriction.
The manifestation is at an end.
Let me tell you my story. I was born to Christian parents. I never agreed with them when it came to religion, and when I was in middle school I declared myself an agnostic. I was also interested in oriental stuff, and I took to Buddhism in high school. By the time I graduated I was cynical about everything, and a college philosophy class opened my eyes even more to that realization that I know nothing.
In 2012 I began to take an interest in esoteric material. Late-night lurking on -chans led me to fringe knowledge. Since then I've been trying to figure out how everything works. I guess we (not bodies but energy fields) are all part of a collective consciousness (that other energy field) that generates personalized challenges for conscious beings to stimulate the growth of the whole: Qabalistic evolution. Thelema taught me that following love to your true will is the optimization of this process.
I've been learning tarot for almost a year, studying (mostly Thelema, I've been departing from that recently into more chaotic waters), detoxing (not going well lol), and basically trying to improve myself as a magician. I don't even really consider myself one, the most magical things I've done are chakra work and the LBRP.
My goals in my workings are freedom-oriented. I'd like to see beyond Maya, the illusion, into the truth. I'd like to call the shots instead of the demiurge. I want to fly through the astral unbound by fear or hang-ups. I want to defeat every force that is "above me", for in my eyes they're nothing more than self-imposed restrictions. The only sin is restriction.
The manifestation is at an end.