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You could try a combination of the following:

1. Iolite: http://www.crystalvaults.com/crystal-en ... dia/iolite (Stimulates astral and psychic awareness)

2. Kyanite: http://www.crystalvaults.com/142737 )(Really useful for geting into deep meditative states)

3. Snowflake Obsidian: http://www.crystalvaults.com/920854 (Solid grounding and good luck with new projects)

4. Sapphire: http://www.crystalvaults.com/900040 (Helps you to concentrate and protects against maelific magick)

My reasoning for this combination is as follows: The Iolite will allow you to better open up lines of conversation with the demon, while the Sapphire stops you from being negatively affected by any residual malefic magic that sometimes accompanies a working involving the demonic. I've personally found that all demons carry sort of a radioactive quality, and even if they dont mean to harm, this energy can be damaging over time. The sapphire will help shield you against this effect in the same way a Hazmat suit protects someone working in a radioactive environment. The Kyanite will help you better develop a deep meditative state, which will make communication easier and your awareness of such things more stable, and the Snowflake Obsidian will ensure that this new relationship will have a better chance of success, while providing essential grounding that itself doesn't act in such a way to banish spirits.

Thank you very much! I appreciate your help! Looks like a good combination. I'll try it. I would love to better communicate with her. Sometimes she will telepathically talk to me, sometimes it's dreams, other times she makes her presence known by shadows, a racing feeling in my chest, touching, etc.

I think I know what you mean about them affecting you, even if they don't intend to. For the first 18 days that she was around, I had bowel trouble like crazy. Even now, when I work with her, it often times still happens.

This is your spirit guide, known by some as a familiar, and it is not a malevolent being; for it is the manefestation of your soul, and the collective essence of your greater self. Like a great machine, this universe has given it to your body upon birth, feeding it into the electrical wiring within your brain, akin to a digital computer receiving software. All living things are animated in this fashion, and in time you will come to understand why. Alas, when the organs of the body fail, and the brain ceases to function, the spirit is distributed into a new vessel; for it will always find new life.

Only through deep meditation can one unite with their spirit, and through this one will remember all things that have passed, and forsee all things to come. You, like all others in this universe, are but a three dimensional slice of a four dimensional being.

I have been interested in occult/paranormal for years. I started buying some "haunted" dolls several months back to bring spirits into my home to work with and communicate with. The entity I'm referring to here in this post came attached to one of those dolls. The second I paid for her, my stomach went into a fit for 18 days. I believe she arrived right then and there. I have had her read by several empaths and a psychic, and they all say she is demonic. She terrorized my wife for a little bit, and I had to work with her to back off. She always appears to my wife as a dark, scary entity. She has shown herself in dreams to me, but never scary. I had a vivid dream of her taking me to a place that could appear as a sort of hell, but I was not afraid. She had another entity there tell me that she was demonic. He was very hellish looking, but was fine with me and I was not afraid of him at all either. I do not fear her at all. I have been told that she is extremely protective and possessive over me. She has made this clear with things that have happened to people that have harassed or criticized me. A group of empaths were taking protection when I talked to them online, because they know she is formidable and not taking their attacks on me very well. I have learned a lot about her, but want to know her better.

I have some iolite ordered tonight. They other stones, I already have. I will combine them and work with her. I look forward to seeing how it all goes! Thanks!

MAN, as the microcosm, has nothing to fear from any entity. Especially when that person has mastered and equilibrated the Planetary and Elemental World within his or herself. It's very good that you have no fear of her. But, you should never submit to any other entity, and maintain absolute control over yourself (well, within reason). If she is truly demonic, then she may seek your destruction by deceptive means, just be on guard. Ask your demon to show you, or tell you, what will help to communicate with "her".....demons can appear either male or female at will.

Many shamans use psychotropic drugs to attain communication with an entity, and may use other "magical" things, like crystals, bones, feathers, animal parts, etc... also. I'm not necessarily suggesting you use any psychotropics, but you know best what you are able to do and handle I presume.

Thank you! I appreciate your response. I have considered salvia divinorum as a help.