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cyberdemon wrote:Candy Ray's work is being archived for its outstanding value. Her recollections of past lives are vibrant, eye-opening and very unique and should be read by anyone properly researching reincarnations. This particular PDF can be found linked in the 4th post in this thread.

This thread was originally titled Media Magic.

After Life part 1 is a hypersigil which worked successfully.
The Dark Orient and Desolation are fictional stories channelled from the DKMU godform Ino. She writes beautifully, and in a totally different style from me.
Bidskimmer And Eoss is a story about two entities that we created and wrote fiction about in one of my groups.

https://www.mediafire.com/?7tbxjgetvy17jxe After Life

https://www.mediafire.com/?av3q3053f3btn0z The Dark Orient

https://www.mediafire.com/?0r37gg544qdmngh Desolation

https://www.mediafire.com/?7mauxo21h7upuui Bidskimmer And Eoss

See also this Facebook page for poems and mini stories.
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Pink-Ray/889486121096043

It's absolutely fine and thank you for sharing your work. [grin]

It's good to learn from another's experience in the field and this is a very useful guide from a practicioner's personal and direct perspective. [thumbup]

This is absolutely wonderful stuff! Words cannot describe how much I love it, it's absolutely fantastic!
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Thank you very much Clockwork Ghost.
I have now finished my account of my previous lives so I am adding it here, although this one is not meant to be fiction- provided I have remembered it correctly it is a true story. But you know what they say about the human memory: the accounts by different witnesses never do agree.

https://www.mediafire.com/?ud8wx58twxjwdsb

Candy Ray wrote:Thank you very much Clockwork Ghost.
I have now finished my account of my previous lives so I am adding it here, although this one is not meant to be fiction- provided I have remembered it correctly it is a true story. But you know what they say about the human memory: the accounts by different witnesses never do agree.

https://www.mediafire.com/?ud8wx58twxjwdsb

This may be the single most important text of the while. I haven't had time to read it properly, but I have skimmed over it and I'll be analyzing it in full within a day or two. Some things have already popped out at me, which is saying something. Thank you very much for sharing this.

really gives me some insights I've never heard before (incubi cause mating seasons? )

I've just finished another one. Can't say it is media magic this time, it's just a short story, however it is about lucid dreaming which is an occult subject and something I have done myself. I wrote it while I was channeling 'Desolation'- that was Ino's story and this one was mine, but mine took longer to finish because I made revisions. Chaos entities get it perfect the first time, and they go absolutely crazy if you suggest making any changes to their text.

The Challenge Landscape. https://www.mediafire.com/?b5uol1jfm0qtasd


Cyberdemon, what about your detailed analysis of my Alchemical Journey one? I know you have been busy running your evocation course, which sounds very interesting by the way but I can't do it this month as my group in DKMU are doing a series of evocations of their chaos entities.

Candy Ray wrote:Cyberdemon, what about your detailed analysis of my Alchemical Journey one? I know you have been busy running your evocation course, which sounds very interesting by the way but I can't do it this month as my group in DKMU are doing a series of evocations of their chaos entities.

I've actually been busier irl to actually carry on with those lessons yet. In fact, I completely missed out on reading through these notes properly.

Anyway, I'm going to write a commentary (in accordance to my personal views and theories) as I read through your accounts.

First of all, the description of demons as Moderators of the Universe fits. I've always considered these as more 'less-mundane' such as star cycle maintenance or orbit calculations.. but that's one way to look at it. Aborting degenerate fetuses, mating season maintenance, all these too are quite legitimate as things that should/could be maintained.
Then we have the methodology - blades, significance and symbol of status all together. Interesting little details added to my brain-library!
The words "Deva kingdom" sound nice, since in my local subcontinent's root-language the words Dev and Devi mean god and goddesses. Deva would translate to god-like.

Funny, that's exactly where your first human incarnation happens. Brilliant, the War Of Mahavarati from one of the numbers. It'd be nice to go back in time to such a point to see these things unfolding. Your accounts here are an inside political-historical recollection, eye-opening in fact. The occult aspect is pointed out too - you were sent down as part of the result of a requested "homonculi" creating spell/ritual perhaps.

Mmm, cats. I love cats. Mine lives with my significant other so far away, but I have a mental connection with her that just by willing it, I can make her stop behaving badly..
Wait, what? Astarte in the congregation?! What in the world..
Well. Brilliant. Perhaps it's only that you and the other cats who could see the demons - hence your training and eventual use as "familiars" to communicate with them.
Even more so, you'd witnessed the creation of the anti-Illuminati movement - the "Nazi" ideology. Oh, oh oh, there's very good reason why the demons would vote against the Illuminati. Beautiful.

And then you're dropped into study. Strange, but yes, ulterior motives everywhere.

The common theme of sisters during your time of the Witch Hunts.. And the mention of Lucifer as the Champion of women would thus parallel Lilith's of men.. Hm. What happened to the Antichrist? Was it born at the time? I suppose not.

Interesting, Lilith did something, it seems. Quite recently too, by the accounts.

Your last few incarnations are deeply personal and karmic and it wouldn't be appropriate for me to comment on them, but again I did pick out more maintenance work done by higher beings..

All in all, like I said, this may truly be the single most important account of the while and I thank you so much for sharing it all with everyone. It makes me want to try and undergo training to regain memories of any of my own past incarnations, but not knowing them - at the same time - feels appropriate to me since I feel like a relatively new soul, although I have indications towards why it may not be completely correct.

An amazing read, all in all.

Thank you very much for the comments Cyberdemon. I think you interpreted some of the events I described differently from the way I did, but it's inevitable other people will do that.

Even more so, you'd witnessed the creation of the anti-Illuminati movement - the "Nazi" ideology. Oh, oh oh, there's very good reason why the demons would vote against the Illuminati. Beautiful.

I did witness the creation of the Nazi movement, and what happened was the demons voted in favor of it because it was a plan for revenge and they were pro-revenge. I was the only person in the room who wanted to vote against it, but I was rendered immobile and was not allowed to vote.You appear to lump all demons and angels together Cyberemon, and you call them all 'demons' who are administering the universe. My beliefs are more dualistic, I do see angels as good and demons as evil. and the reason for this is that when I first began communicating with them (and I'm talking about the present now, not a past life) they talked a lot about the left hand path and the right hand path and which one they were on. Some of them even switched from one to the other, but they all seemed to believe in left hand path and right hand path.

When I started to talk with other occultists on the internet I did become more broad-minded because a lot of them didn't believe in black magic and white magic, and they often assumed that because I did believe in it,that had influenced how I perceived the angels and demons. I do try hard to respect other people's views but, when it comes to this particular past-life memory I feel that I was in a room full of bad people and that's why they voted in favor of the Nazi movement appearing. I was more humanitarian than them and so I was against the Nazi movement. It's an issue about which you have to be very clear, because of the real life sadistic treatment of people that resulted from it. If it was something like playing around with evocations you could say "yes, I am with the demons on this one, they are only administrators after all." But not this issue of the Nazis: with this you have to say " it's evil and I don't believe in it."

Candy Ray wrote:I did witness the creation of the Nazi movement, and what happened was the demons voted in favor of it because it was a plan for revenge and they were pro-revenge. I was the only person in the room who wanted to vote against it, but I was rendered immobile and was not allowed to vote.You appear to lump all demons and angels together Cyberemon, and you call them all 'demons' who are administering the universe. My beliefs are more dualistic, I do see angels as good and demons as evil. and the reason for this is that when I first began communicating with them (and I'm talking about the present now, not a past life) they talked a lot about the left hand path and the right hand path and which one they were on. Some of them even switched from one to the other, but they all seemed to believe in left hand path and right hand path.

I put "angels and demons" into one term "demon" meaning "higher being", good/evil is a personality and not a species-defining aspect. Sometimes even the word "spirit" falls into the same category.. But it's just terminology really. Nothing big.

The demons voted for the movement I believe under reason that the Jewish people have various negative and selfish traits. The last time they were described in the Abrahamic trilogy was in the Quran, and by that time they were always mentioned as disbelievers, people who were as a race going to work towards selfish goals, and so on. It's not an individual thing, because people are only good on an individual level. In a group however, collective-consciousness is a thing..

Candy Ray wrote:When I started to talk with other occultists on the internet I did become more broad-minded because a lot of them didn't believe in black magic and white magic, and they often assumed that because I did believe in it,that had influenced how I perceived the angels and demons. I do try hard to respect other people's views but, when it comes to this particular past-life memory I feel that I was in a room full of bad people and that's why they voted in favor of the Nazi movement appearing. I was more humanitarian than them and so I was against the Nazi movement. It's an issue about which you have to be very clear, because of the real life sadistic treatment of people that resulted from it. If it was something like playing around with evocations you could say "yes, I am with the demons on this one, they are only administrators after all." But not this issue of the Nazis: with this you have to say " it's evil and I don't believe in it."

Well, yes. Slaughtering a millions of any people is a bad thing, if only for the same thing I said before - people are good on an individual level. But massacres are an ongoing thing, and it's not just exclusive to the Nazi movement. The goal was revenge and it was achieved. As for the actual issues, problems and ulterior motives.. all of those could have been dealt with much earlier, in a much smaller scale.. Ethics, sigh.

I've been making some revisions and need to update two of the links at the top of this discussion.

http://www.mediafire.com/view/hr41h65h5 ... Flower.pdf

http://www.mediafire.com/view/889kn03zh ... d_Eoss.pdf

Also here is a new one just published:

http://www.mediafire.com/view/5z6dt8u8h ... Flower.pdf

These documents are all examples of chaos magic : two are hypersigils and the other one is part of a project in which a group of people wrote stories about some servitors.

I'm often not sure whether I count as a genuine magician, but I have had some results with hypersigils. I always think it's blindingly obvious what they are for, and you are supposed to be subtle so that no-one knows! If you want to read anything on this page I hope you enjoy it.

I'm glad this got sent back to active. I've had your pdfs on my computer for a very long time, and I've been meaning to read them. Where did the time go..

Hey, that's the world we live in today! I often save things to read, and I don't always comment on them even if I like them, so no surprise that everyone else on the internet is doing the same.

I've just started reading one of these stories today, and I find it absolutely fascinating. Thank you so much for sharing them

FOUND IT OMG
I've been searching for these reincarnation recollections for ages!

Thread is being copied, edited and put into the Resources Archive for outstanding value.

Actually, It can go back in the active folder, unlocked, as it's current and relevant, popular and a resource that should and could be added to. [thumbup]

I sitckied it so it dosen't get lost again.

As I said on the original thread, I'm afraid some of the links to documents no longer work because I have been making updates and corrections to the fictional works and I've started submitting some of them to publishers. But you can still read the account of my previous lives on the original link. Please PM me for a new link if you want to read something that has disappeared.