Good to see you came back , Llilith ;
We all have something to contribute , even if it is the search for knowledge...
Sometimes that in itself is impetus for someone else to further themselves... [thumbup]
If this did indeed happen to you , as you say...( and I am not doubting you might have had the experience )
then I would begin to explore heathenry , ( non racist version ) , runes , seidr , and learn all I could from
the beginning...
The reason I asked what I did , the way I did , is I do know the runes , both 24 , and 29 systems , have
worked with them for many years , to the point of combining shapes in my mind up to 11 dimensions ,
( google multidimensional platonic solids on youtube , it will give you an idea what it would be like )
using them for sonic trancework , and chanting , and much , much more...
Using runes for divination work , is "low end usage" compared to what they can be used for...
The Old Witchcraft tradition has used them for far longer than most can even imagine...
Working with them , extensively , puts you in continual contact with a "current" of energy , that possibly
would benefit you , especially if the "Spirits / Gods" chose you...
There are certain sets of runes you shall not find in any books , or online , except from me , and perhaps
a few other "renegades" , revealing things sworn to secrecy , if some even know them...
Most of those following Asatru , do not , as the keys are not in the 24 rune system , or the "three fews"
alone , yet in the Old Witches tradition , which by their mythology , would be Freya's secret...
So , as I say...start at the beginning...not just one source , such as Edred Thorsson , but Freya Aswynn ,
and others...study Heathenry , search here for Rick's posts on runes , from many years back , listen to
music from groups such as Wardruna , to put your consciousness in the space of the Old Land ( there
are many others , and for another style , listen to Faun ) , in other words , do everything possible to
show those who "chose" you , you are listening...and working towards the tradition...
Research Valkyrie , again from many different sources , the difference between Vanir and Aesir , and
the Jotun , and the myths...study the Gods , Goddesses , and the mighty "beasts" such as Fenris / Fenrir...
I can help...and as I said I teach this , online and in real life...
But one must do all they can to not just ask people like us on a website...
Any of us who are "chosen" as is known in the shamanistic tradition , have a lifetime of study and practice ,
( everyday , not just sporadic ) ahead of us...it is said : for every ounce of blessing , a pound of responsibility...
I have been carrying a few tons , for many years...lol !
Wind at your back , on your path ahead...you may pm me if you choose... [thumbup]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fnPwj1AMpo
There are many many more videos...
And here is a video on "perfect shapes in higher dimensions"
which is good for training the brain for future use in combining
runes as bind runes , then seeing them in multidimensional form ,
and eventually rotating them :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s4TqVAbfz4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-WyreE9ZkI