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UNEXPECTED RESULT

Posted: Mon May 17, 2021 12:23 pm
by Albion
Backstory is that I worked a variety of different strands of magic over a couple of decades, from faerie to chaos magic workings. I'm back doing stuff having taken a break of a few years.

So I thought I'd start with something pretty basic. I created Sacred Space by "drawing" a circle of light then opened the four quarters to let the elemental forces through by way of opening doors to the realms beyond.

I visualised and felt the elemental powers coming though to my body; air to my head area; fire to my heart region etc. Then basically soaked it up.

I then reversed the process to shut things down and returned the area to normality and gave thanks.

The thing is this was a simple exercise in bringing through magical energy both to give me a boost but also to practice and refine technique for some workings I have in mind.

So why did I feel drained of energy for the rest of the day as well as being a bit wonky in the head?

This happened on three consecutive afternoons.

Nice to have a result but bemused about what I got.

Am I missing something here?

ALBION

PS. Great to be back!

Re: UNEXPECTED RESULT

Posted: Mon May 17, 2021 10:14 pm
by Amor
There can be problems with invoking elemental energies, particularly if the human cannot control those energies. Consider for example how often women die in child birth, killed by the elemental entity determined to deliver the child regardless of the survival of the mother.

The elemental attached to the base of your spine grew much larger during your practice. It is feeding on your life force.

There is a larva attached to the top back of your head. It has little tentacles into your brain. It seems pretty happy.

The larva on the front of your heart is getting fatter too.

You can remove those entities but others may come tomorrow. So here is a way out:
https://www.occultforum.org/viewtopic.p ... 33#p526433

Do that twice a day forever. Eventually you will refine your system and be free of adverse influences, including by elementals.

When you have progressed in that meditation, you may be instructed by your inner planes sponsor in direct techniques. Also you will start to burn off the karma incurred by non-heart magical operations

You can accelerate the process by intending to withdraw all improper (unclean) permissions. Such permissions can result from passive acceptance rather than from deliberate action, and permissions are easily forgotten or deleted from the memory. Improper permissions allow adverse entities to bypass conventional magical defenses


I have read biographies of various GD-derived magicians. They were all tragedies. Perhaps there is something to learn from that.

Re: UNEXPECTED RESULT

Posted: Wed May 19, 2021 1:42 pm
by Albion
Thank you, Amor, for taking the trouble to comment on my post.

Albion

Re: UNEXPECTED RESULT

Posted: Wed May 19, 2021 10:33 pm
by Amor
The situation I described with attached entities and passive permissions is very common with humans.

Re: UNEXPECTED RESULT

Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2022 10:35 am
by silpar
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Re: UNEXPECTED RESULT

Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2022 8:07 pm
by WildWolf
Albion wrote: Mon May 17, 2021 12:23 pm Backstory is that I worked a variety of different strands of magic over a couple of decades, from faerie to chaos magic workings. I'm back doing stuff having taken a break of a few years.

So I thought I'd start with something pretty basic. I created Sacred Space by "drawing" a circle of light then opened the four quarters to let the elemental forces through by way of opening doors to the realms beyond.

I visualised and felt the elemental powers coming though to my body; air to my head area; fire to my heart region etc. Then basically soaked it up.

I then reversed the process to shut things down and returned the area to normality and gave thanks.

The thing is this was a simple exercise in bringing through magical energy both to give me a boost but also to practice and refine technique for some workings I have in mind.

So why did I feel drained of energy for the rest of the day as well as being a bit wonky in the head?

This happened on three consecutive afternoons.

Nice to have a result but bemused about what I got.

Am I missing something here?

ALBION

PS. Great to be back!
The elemental energy coming through, likely shifted your energy body in some type of way....shifting....especially when it's in the more sensitive areas (head....etc) can cause sudden fatigue and take time to calm and integrate.

If it's a practice you plan on doing consistently...i'd do a regular divination to see what trajectory/pathway its taking you down and ask about challenges of said pathway and advice on how to handle any speed bumps.