Original post: 9-2-2
[QUOTE=foxgemini]I have had a series of rather convoluted vivid dreams, some of them with stories to them. I'm not quite sure that this is a good forum for that material. Most of it is extremely distorted, and I don't think I'm up for comments on the experiences.
Just to give one example though... I was doing a tarot meditation. I was laying on the floor of my basement in my parent's house with a few candles lit, some frankincense and myrrh burning, and I had the 21st trump of the Thoth deck sitting on my right side. I studied the card in the manner that people usually scry a crystal, that is focused on the object but not staring and trying to blink normally. When I had memorized the card, I lay down with the card on the right side of me again, and I visualized the card.
The first thing that struck me was that the card when visualized resembled a vaginal opening with anatomically correct parts, the key as the clitoris with a snake around it and the snake wrapped around the woman's body. So immediately the next thought was a union of the divine and feminine principle, as in the snake and the vaginal shaped opening. At the moment I perceived this, I was stripped of my senses and I felt a great ecstasy wash over me, as the ecstasy continued I realized that the Universe consisted of the male and female principle's divine union, and that what I was experiencing was their orgasm, and that the entire Universe was one great orgasm, or divine ecstasy of some kind.
After realizing this my senses came back, and I did some breathing meditation for maybe a half an hour and then went upstairs and wrote down the experience in my diary and then went to bed.
There is a lot of stuff like that. I think it is best if I keep a lot of it to myself. It's very personal stuff, and as you can see, not necessarily politically correct, even at an open-minded forum like this. I have done a good deal of skrying of the paths on the tree.
I'm not sure if any of that helps. I'm probably sounding like a broken record, but I highly recommend getting some skrying under your belt, if you're not already doing it. The Tarot paths are fairly easy to skry, and if you're any good with the Tree, you can also visualize the sephirot and work them.
Later.
Tim.[/QUOTE]
That is very intereseting indeed, and I understand your feelings about such personal experiences. So far, I have found OF to be decent, according to my previously infrequent lurking and posting. I have placed OF and Sacred-Magick under my belt for research purposes... I've spoken about alternate realities on MysticWicks, but sadly, most of the replies questioned my sanity, validity of practice, or the posters were more interested in being correct than they were in thinking outside of the box. They aren't all that way... there are plenty of helpful people there, but I'm drawing away lately because the emotions are running a bit too much over the top for my tastes.
Now that I'm done with that off-topic deluge, I would like to tell you that political correctness is no big beef with me. Truth itself is not concerned with how sugar-coated we are with each other. If you don't want to post anymore on your own experiences, I won't fly into a blinding rage.
I have a good enough talent in scrying to find my own way through the folds of reality, so I won't press further. Thank you for your insight and for sharing your experiences with me, it will help me with my research and experimentation.
... damn, I sound like some kind of freakin' commercial or something. :\
), and I've visited realities that are magnificent, strange, and mediocre.