hi there,
since a few months i've been into psionics. i read on psipog and other sites about the psiballs and their applications.
so i wanted to learn doing this myself. my first few attempts seemed very futile. i was only knowing there was tag saying "psiball" between my hands that i couldn't see or feel. so there was no energy in it. i was only believing holding one, that's ofcourse the first step. but for real psiballs their needed to besome basis.
so i made up my own path to the "solid" psiball. first thing what i tried was feeling energy between my fingers. i would hold any finger about a milimeter above my thumb and tried to get a energy feel in it. this i would do many times a day and in every possible combinations. i learned to feel the energy with my fingers. this was fairly easy.
next thing was feeling energy in my handpalms. i would hold my hands near each other and tried to feel some electricity between them. this went fairly well and i got some tricks like moving your hands little, like modulating the psi energy in some pulses. this makes it feel more powerful.
so next i went to the psiball again, this time i could make one but i came across another obstable, one that has to do with my nature :roll: you see, i can't hold my focus on something for long. i do things like juggling and meditation to improve, and i've already come a long way, but my concentration is still about the same as most people...
so the problem is that they dissintegrate fairly easily, i can channel energy from anywhere into the space between my hands. but the psiball loses it's charge really quick. so this is something that has to come in time...
what i wanted to do next was just learn to move energy all around my body and how to raise the energy level of it, in a psionic way.
so now i try to make a daily practice of charging my hands until they feel tingly and then try to feel the energy pathways of the body with it and try to improve the flow. i start with my arms, moving from wrist to elbow and carefully feeling the energy swirling under my hands. then i do elbow shoulder and finally the whole arm. next are the legs and i finish with the main body flow from hip to head. back is most difficult

and then this...
i am working on general energy raising. i can achieve enormous energy build ups just with my intention or will, i dunno. i just want to feel this massive power surge trough my body and then it feels like a kundalini rush. i can summon this enormous energy rush once every few days. this i can raise to a level that tears start pouring out my eyes and it feels like the eyes are the soft spot from with the energy can escape...
i hope to learn to hold this energy build up, since i can't hold this for to long. it just seems to pour out of my eyes (in tears :lol: ) with intent i can direct it to my hands (or feet) but then i quicly lose it.
so this are my psionic experiments until thusfar. i wanted to share because i just wanted to share. hope you have somethings to say about it...
i am not a troll...