paralized

[chris218]

(sorry for the bad English )

Ok so something weird happened to me last night .
i have been studding and practicing for a while now but this have never happened before!

I had just done my daily meditation for around 30 min, and me and my wife where going to sleep.
but when i closed my eyes to sleep i started to see allot of weird visions, it was some where but not her like another plane or dimension .
also i saw entities but i cant relay explain what they looked like or anything i just felt them and could kind of see their shapes .

i got a little surprised and ma by even a little freaked out so i opened my eyes .
and when i opened my eyes i could still feel that presence of the entetis in the bed room .
I tried to move my bode i tried to close my eyes , even screaming out did not work, i was total paralyzed.

after ma by 5 minutes i finally regained control of my body, and i know for 100% that this was no dream .

would be interesting to hear what u guys ma by think of this , and if maby some of you have experienced the same thing

Chris218

[khokanson]

if I may explain, I use to get this too, it's actually a sleeping condition called Sleep Paralysis it's pretty common. Here's the wiki on it:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis

[chris218]

hmm, yeah i read something about that earlier , but still what about this "entity" i felt and saw
i am sure that this "sleep paralyzing episode " is connected with this presence i felt and saw when i closed my eyes .

i have also been thinking that this ma by has something to do with my wife .
over a longer period my wife have been troubled by "signs" that to me is a close description of and effect of an succubus .....

If so , can this be something connected with what happened with me
I have no special knowledge of succubus, i have barely been reading some of it randomly in some of my books ...
So pleas illuminate me [yay]

Chris 218

[barnacle]

Yeah that sounds like sleep paralysis. I get it pretty much every night. I've had it my whole life. Its good fun when you just go with it. If these things you perceive whilst in it are "entities" then I'm pretty sure they respond to your thoughts and reactions. If you don't react but rather observe, then the experience changes from scary/evil to neutral. They lose interest in you when you don't react to the things they do to you. Its easier said then done when you're being molested by something you can't see while lying in bed paralysed at night though lol.

[Nahemah]

http://www.occultforum.org/forum/viewto ... 13&t=33389

Chris,there is some information in this thread you might find helpful.

@barnacle [thumbup]

I no longer get them as often as I used to,but they still occur frequently.I learned a long time ago to use them as a springboard /identifying precursor to Projection.Have you done this too,either intentionally or accidentally?

I am curious.

[barnacle]

I no longer get them as often as I used to,but they still occur frequently.I learned a long time ago to use them as a springboard /identifying precursor to Projection.Have you done this too,either intentionally or accidentally?

I am curious.

No, I really want to though. I've tried to get out of my body plenty of times whilst in sleep paralysis, but no luck so far. I usually end up going into a lucid dream. I think I'm very close though, I can move my arms while in SP but my physical arms never move an inch so I suspect I may be moving my astral arms.

[sh2605]

Hello, I am a clairvoyant/clairsentiant/clairaudiant medium, it runs through my family.

While growing up around 8 years old I remember seeing blue and white flashes of light like glitter in the air. By about 14 or 15 I used to wake up paralized, couldn't move or speak and couldn't even think straight, I'd see a blue mist , this happened to my mum too whilst I lived at home with my parents. This went on a few times a year till I got to about 23 although this time it was daylight, I couldn't see anyone above me but I had the feeling of being held down and I don't know what made me look but in the tv at the side of my bed to the left on my drawers I saw the reflection of a creature sat on me holding me.. It was grey looking and very skinny, almost a double of gollam from the lord of the rings.. Within about 1 minute or so of this I was able to move again.

At 24 I moved out, up until this point I never even relized I was a medium or that it had run in my family, I'd had weird experiances throughout my life like waking up with my eyes closed and able to see around my bedroom etc but thought I was half asleep and still dreaming, I thought it was my imagination.

my mum always said my grandad could tell if there was a ghost in a house but I never ever thought that he was a medium and definetly didn't know I was until things proggressed and opened up more when I'd moved out of my parents.

Within a few years of living with my girlfriend I started having sexual dreams that were very real and even made me ejaculate, it was a succubus and believe me they can look like anyone, my girlfriend, or even pornstars the job lot. The dreams felt and seemed as real as being awake but left me drained of energy and allways tired, this went on for around 2 years it would come every night and not only cause sexual dreams but it intensified into the most awful nightmares..

I knew that something wasn't right and I tried allsorts of things to stop this as the nightmares and sexual dreams were leaving me exausted, and in the end I had to see my doctor for depression as the succubus would follow me to work, put strange repetative thoughts into my mind and allkinds of things...


I tried loads of crystals that were all used against me except 1 (blue kyanite).
To cut a long story short this is what I've done and it works for me and stops theese entities from raping you of your energy..

I bought a strand of blue kyanite beads from ebay to help build my energy levels up and put a pendant on it which was a hexagram of solomon from ebay - its basically a hexagram within a circle with crosses around the circle at the points of the hexagram.

When in bed I leave the sheets down a touch so the beast can see it if it comes and my dreams are a lot better, i still have the succubus coming sometimes into dreams but it cannot get me to have sex, it has no power over influencing my thoughts anymore with it on and even fears the symbol, it also impersinates voices you know such as dead relatives and tells you you don't need the symbol etc to try to get you to take it off, it really tries to make you doubt yourself and tries confusing you.

It also doesn't like the pentagram but hexagram seems more effective.

When the hexagram is in a circle it is called a demon trap so no surprisong why it doesn't like to go near it.

If you have any questions or advice please feel free to get in touch and I can maybe help by giving advice based on my experiances.

Ps depression gone now since using this routine and now focusing on getting stronger, doing lots of meditation etc, dreams are still clairvoyant but no bad experiances now.

Steve.