Is it me or am i just crazy???

[shazwie]

ok....for one thing....i have had always since i think it was when i was 5 it started.....those dreams....at first...they only came at around once a year....but now...it can sometimes come around an average of 2 times a week.....those dreams at an average of 3 out of 5 dreams come true.....i was at first happy that i knew of this...but then....i am now afraid of what happens because i am afraid of the NIGHTMARES would come true.well....ok ill just tell you a story or two...

Last week or was it last month...well still i had a dream....a dream about a girl which you would think has a white dress and black hair...but this isn't like that...she was wearing ragged clothing.her hair was a light brown which enclosed her face.for me i was just sitting on the beach while she was standing there just right beside me.So in my dream i was curious so i tried to talk to her. i had just said "He-" she suddenly vanished and suddenly it was already morning and my mom woke me up. (oh and i am now 15 just so you know) at the time i had to go to school early so i took a short shower and instantly ate my breakfast and went to school.During history (well you know....sleeping time) i took a nap and suddenly i was floating in mid air standing on nothing.it was dark and i mean DARK like the colour of night with no moon and no light.and suddenly there was the girl that i had just dreamt of during the morning.i was in shocked but i couldn't open my mouth.i don't know why but it felt as though my mouth was glued shut and suddenly the girl just went closer to me but stopped just a few inches.i saw her face but just barely.her eyes were blue her skin was the colour of peach while her nose was cute and her lips was just seducing me. but as i were to try to run away because i was afraid but she just suddenly hugged me and walked backwards a little until we were a few feet away from each other.Then suddenly i was awake when my friends was clutching to my hands as i was dangling on the balcony of our classroom which was 5 stories above ground.I asked them what had happened they just told me that i was shouting aloud until the teacher slapped me (which was why my cheeks was in pain) and even tried to shake me off my table where i suddenly stood up and started to run towards the balcony.I had no memory of ever doing that but since i was on the verge of falling from a 5 story balcony i of course had to trust what they said and pulled my self up and finally going to the counselors office where i could have slept but was afraid of actually sleeping so i just went home after school.the odd part was that when i slept during the night nothing had happened.
The next morning i suddenly had the urge to go to the library so i asked my mom to send me there.When i arrived to the library i suddenly went to the occult part of the library where i ACCIDENTLY (i think cause something wanted me to grab a book) grabbed on a book with no cover which was only white like it was written and just put there for no reason but when i opened the book and flipped the pages to a random page and that is where i found it.The girl which i had dream't was actually dead which had all the records so i instantly closed the book and took the book to the counter where you would borrow a book and asked the librarian if that i could borrow the book but to my surprise the librarian said "huh?? This isn't a library book.so...i guess you can take it home.." He said with a worried look but i ignored his look and instantly took the book and took it out of the library and walked to the shopping mall which was a few kilometers away so i just read the book (the book had contents that would make me shiver to the bone as it had pictures of the girls body and who and how she was killed) and thought to myself "Hmm......why is it all about one girl and why does this look like an FBI file anyway??" but as i finished that sentence in my thought i bumped into a girl and the book fell from my hand as i looked down there was another book with the same type of cover.When i tried to pick up one of the books i accidently saw her face which was covered by her hair but i could easily saw her face....My mind was shooked and my spine was tingling as her face....it was the same as the girl in the book and in my dreams.....then she suddenly coveres her face with her cap and grabbed both the books and i couldn't even chase her because my legs was trembling.

That is my experience which until now i still have many questions about.....but this is just one of my weird and creepy experience....the questions that is still revolving in my mind... WHO IS SHE?? WHY WAS SHE THERE?? WHY WAS HER DEAD BODY IN THE BOOK? WHY DID SHE TOOK BOTH OF THE BOOKS??WHY WAS SHE IN MY DREAMS?? Please....for those who had any kind of experience in this please reply as quick as you can....
And....i still have other experience in the world where i have questions about.....if you would like to know what they are please reply to this thread...

[Occultess]

I don't really have any personal experiences to relate to you, but...I wanted to atleast tell you that you aren't crazy. Or atleast you don't sound like it to me.

[shazwie]

I don't really have any personal experiences to relate to you, but...I wanted to atleast tell you that you aren't crazy. Or atleast you don't sound like it to me.

well....thats not the only things i have been experiencing lately....its just that...this i guess is the second thing that has been bothering me lately....and...i just can't shake it off...

[srd93]

You are a hyper sensitive, and it is quite likely that you are in fact a medium. There are two distinct possibilities in this case the girl is a demon or a spirit. Depending on your religious affiliation there are multiple solutions to your trauma. If you are at peace with God pray and believe and no ill will shall befall you, I suspect she is a demon because of the first dream when you said He. Demons cannot stand the word of God and when confronted, especially while in astral form(when they are invading dreams), the Word is absolute and they are not. If you are not religious I suggest getting a charm and a powerful one. You almost died dude, and that is not good by any reasonable standard. Try contacting the entity but do so in a safe place. I am new to the occult so any further advice would be highly inaccurate or at the very least misguided. Remember you are not alone

[Lucius]

I've dealt with similar situations before. I have a theory that this is a demon and it is "dying" (well... this kind of demon doesn't die per say, but it runs out of energy). What I think it is doing is it has found you, a hypersensitive as srd93 pointed out, and it is trying to scare you to feed off your fear. Emotions are energy and a hypersensitive's emotions have a lot of energy. The more it feeds off of the energy the stronger it's grip becomes on this world and the further away from "death" it moves. Like any life form it is trying to survive.

Do not fear, it won't kill you. Think about it, if it kills you it loses it's only source of energy (hyper-sensitives are very rare) as it is so close to "death" that only a hyper-sensitive's energy will suffice.

Try using a banishing ritual.

[shazwie]

guess you are right....but its more of a spirit then a demon...it is stalking me....its not really dangerous but it is annoying...

[Azkhet]

Ignore it.

When that doesn't work, banish it.

When that fails, kill it.

That works.

[shazwie]

<..< don't know how...

[Azkhet]

Let's start with banishing. What sort of magic are you studying?

[shazwie]

well for one thing...i don't wanna banish a thing <..<....and 2....SOMEONEs servitor somehow made it gone....along with my 'future dreams' ...

[shazwie]

well anywho....its done for and i say my thanks to Lucius....and...for those who said "future dreams" can't vanish...then you are wrong.....mine is gone and im happy about it..

[Lucius]

You're very welcome- anytime [thumbup]

[manonthepath]

I really think the answer id "YES!!!!!" to both questions. It is you and you are crazy.

[sonko]

You are not crazy my friend but you are experiencing is the attack of the ghost which may ruin your life. In my culture, we don't entertain such ghosts because they bring nothing but confusions. You need experienced personal to help you banish it or you can try it yourself.
If you wish to banish it here is what you need.
Canarium schweinfurthii oil
Black chicken feathers
Fire
Salt.
Make the fire and then put the Canarium schweinfurthii oil as the smoke is coming out say;. Am chasing you away get someone else and leave me alone. it would be better if you knew the name of that ghost.
put the feathers in fire and sprinkle the salt around and continue with your chanting.

Hope this will be useful to you.