First of all, I'm a materialist and a spiritualist, and I believe there must be a connection between the two. I study Astrophysics and Philosophy, and one day I was convicted by this following relation, that a God within us exists and dictates everything, yet metaphysically exists in the area of active projection on our material and spiritual universe.
Dec. 28, 2011:
Virgo and Leo
Once upon a time, there were two Gods: Virgo and Leo.
Leo is 5. Leo created the perfect thing. Leo had immense creativity and intelligence. He was Evil. In his infinite intellect and creativity he created intricate patterns and waves which formed other intricate designs. This creativity was not one of abstraction, but of logic and numbers. Leo found intricate ways to mold the curving of space and was the ultimate engineer; He created a stable system that resulted always summed to a simple number. With this universe he created 11.
Virgo is 6. Virgo created the perfect soul. This soul was perfect: it was omnipresent; it was not omniscient, for Virgo was not omniscient, nor did She seek knowledge. Virgo created the soul to occupy one instance. Virgo was unhappy with what she created; for though it was as wise as her and as loving as her, there was no motive for anything to happen, to exist. And so it was but did not exist.
Virgo somehow met Leo (through some strange intra-dimensional Membrane) and they were intrigued. Virgo asked “what would happen if I put my creation inside of yours? My creation strives for movement and change and so it would aim your world toward utter beauty and perfection... “OK,” Leo says, rather insulted, (as he was utterly prideful of his work, and considered it perfection in itself) “yet under a few conditions. I will place your ‘beauty’ inside an object of my choosing. Then, we’ll see if your creation can create something out of that.” And so Leo placed the consciousness in a rather unremarkable yet extremely massive clump of material. Thinking nothing of it, Leo, the creator of worlds, left it alone (He in his ever-striving toward exploring, creativity, and being alone was perfectly content to be creating his own worlds.)
Virgo, on the other hand, being as ever-loving and ever-nurturing She is, remained and watched. She watched patiently as her point-like consciousness began to influence those around it; the small particles and vibrations of springs and quarks and whatever you want.
Leo, in his infinite creativity and intellect, had created everything he needed up to quarks as his tools. For quarks do not move; they only determine position by means of their corresponding nuclear force. But Virgo’s consciousness is the "prime mover." It holds all things, binds all things, it creates motion, it creates interaction, yet, she could not completely influence it. Leo, being a God as powerful as Virgo, could only lend half of itself to Virgo’s energy.
And so the first movement began; as the Prime Mover strives to mold its “not-self” to its “self."
And so through all this physics and metaphysics movement was born. And so there were imbalances between the particles with more Virgo than Leo and vice versa; and so they repelled. And others attracted. And so there was movement. This movement interacted with itself in a way that it was caused by itself to form "force." All force and light and its field are one with the Prime Mover.
And so as movement by force expanded, so “space” had to expand, with its perception bound by Force. It expanded outward in all spacial directions x, y, and z. And so, space was curved, bounded by the Soul embedded in mass. This is gravity. And since there was no time, nor concept of time, there was an instance where the Soul “perceived” all forces reaching a limit then exploding into spacial dimensions, and with it the Soul's perception of gravity (for it was just an illusion.)
Consciousness was born.
Consciousness discerned material from spirit, Virgo from Leo by existing AS force AND soul.
The space created by the Prime Mover, Leo, was forced to expand due to movement (a concept never before thought of.) Along with the electromagnetic expansion, Consciousness expand, and split into many parts and manners, because that is the nature of Leo: for he is 5 and irregular and Virgo is 6 and whole. And so as space expanded, consciousness dispersed. And so, creation was completely balanced, yet imbalanced because of Leo’s intricate yet rational spacial configurations.
And so it was through various processes that Virgo somehow, in some pocket of all the chaos of the universe, created “heaven.” She called it Earth. In it, she strived to create the most loving, nurturing Notion akin to Herself: Life. It was beautiful. It was not self-aware; only aware of the collective consciousness. All its abstract creativity was simply carried through evolution in balancing with the elements—collective creativity.
Virgo was in love with Earth and its ecology; all animals kept their balance and the cycle of life was whole and good. For Virgo was a god of patience and love, all other animals of Earth were as such. They have no sense of self, but only of Virgo. Having achieved this in some manner of God-time, she went and proudly told Leo of what she’d done...
Virgo: "See? Our creations can work in harmony; it makes a perfect existence for a Soul in your Space!"
Leo: "What have we done!? We've created a God, a new thing which we cannot even comprehend! We must hide the secrets of its creation, less it itiates control of us!"
Virgo: "I have no power over it, I shall persevere to caretake our creation. However, you have no power in controlling this new Consciousness as it has nothing akin to your Like."
Leo: "I will make sure your "life" will become ruin!"
Virgo: "And you will realize that I have hence created the greatest Creation the universe has known."
Having felt mocked, Leo took Virgo's creation and instilled creativity, intellect, and spacial awareness: Homo sapiens.
With spacial awareness, Homo sapiens could perceive time and movement, and so the flow of time and movement was bound by his mechanistic brain, and so its perceptions formulated its existence. With creativity, he sought to mold the world to his pleasing, creating architectonic forms and rituals which were irrational and out of place with the natural world. With intellect, he bound his consciousness within himself: separating him from the Soul and Virgo—mostly...
Man had a conflict: loneliness. He felt constantly separated from some small thing tugging him somewhere else. And so, through the millennia, man will aim his intellect, creativity, and sometimes evil, to do anything to satiate this “collective loneliness” bound only by their physical bodies. Wars, organized religion, power, and fame are results of unrest with having a Virgo within a Leo.
VIRGO and LEO, a story of the creation of the Divine
Re: VIRGO and LEO, a story of the creation of the Divine
And so to explain this metaphorical story, and what I'm trying to get at,
I present to you the Grand Theory of Paradox
God is omnipotent, as well as omniscient and omnipresent. That god is the One, the Man.
The Grand Paradox Theory is a theory of systems. Each system is cyclical in manner. When one goes as far microscopic as possible, one reaches what is almost as far macroscopic as possible. Almost because they will only once in their lifetime reach equilibrium. Yet it is almost because of the way time operates. Time is a simultaneous comparison of frames, and the equilibrium is between those frames. Yet there is no frame that exists in the equilibrium. This is the simplest way to describe the Grand Paradox Theory: I will use the paradox of time.
This is the end of the system and the birth of a system, simultaneously.
Consider time, which is necessarily created to project consciousness.
In time, there exists a “time” where time has no effect.
This is a moment. Yet there is no such thing as this moment, because it is two things at once.
There is only a comparison. For there to be a single moment, there must exist two moments.
Therefore, every moment is a paradoxical fractal within itself.
Therefore, every non-moment is a moment.
Hence, the Grand Paradox Theory thus invents the concept of eternity:
In an eternity dictated by two dichotomous ideas connected by a paradox, one must interject that it it can only be one or the other. This is true. The Paradox can never exist, God can never exist. Yet both intrinsic properties must exist.
This is the effect of quantum probability. No property concretely exists intrinsically, but only leans toward one quality or another. There is always a probability it will be the other quality.
This probability is dictated by where “it” exists exists in comparison to the larger picture.
Finally, in the ultimate Paradox, the “moment” between moment 1 and moment 2 must exist, yet can never be reached. This is the definition of the ultimate God. He both defines moment 1 and moment 2, and exists as both moments.
So far, I have thought of 9 core paradoxes which define humanity. Each paradox had 3 elements: passive, active, and paradoxical. The paradox is the moment between the passive and active which should never exist, but does...
This hypothetical train of thought can be best explained through gears, or Cogs. Suppose there was a central cog, which powered a cog below and above it.
1 * ... Chokmah
2 X ... Kether
3 * ... Binah
Cog 1 and 3 are not aware of each other, ever, in all eternity. Yet they somehow sense the effects of each other, however they relate it to themselves. Cog 2, though, intrinsically knows the function of cog 1 and 3. It is selfless, because it defines itself by both 1 and 3. Cog 2 is non-existent. Cog 1 and 3, conversely, are selfish. Yet through their selfishness they create out of necessity Cog 2, Kether.
Furthermore, I define each of the cogs:
1. passive — that which is perceived
2. Paradox — the moment of transition
3. active — that which is done
I have conjured up a total of 9 entities which all share the property of a paradox.
1. passive — X
2. paradoxical — Z
3. active — Y
Here an explanation:
Consider a 2 dimensional picture of a fish. Can one who only has perception of 2 dimensions perceive what the picture is? No, because if you imagine existing in the picture, you would see nothing. Now move 1 inch away from the picture (in the z dimension). It appears a blur of colors and perceptions that don't make any sense! This is the passive element, the initial baby perception of space. Now pretend you displaced yourself 1000 feet from the picture. You can perceive it, only as a dot in space. You know what it is, but not its meaning, or what it's even about! Now move far enough away to where you can tell what the picture is. This is the middle point. You see and understand the meaning of the picture. This is Gnosis. The point between experiencing the picture and seeing the picture. This is the Grand Paradox.
I present to you the Grand Theory of Paradox
God is omnipotent, as well as omniscient and omnipresent. That god is the One, the Man.
The Grand Paradox Theory is a theory of systems. Each system is cyclical in manner. When one goes as far microscopic as possible, one reaches what is almost as far macroscopic as possible. Almost because they will only once in their lifetime reach equilibrium. Yet it is almost because of the way time operates. Time is a simultaneous comparison of frames, and the equilibrium is between those frames. Yet there is no frame that exists in the equilibrium. This is the simplest way to describe the Grand Paradox Theory: I will use the paradox of time.
This is the end of the system and the birth of a system, simultaneously.
Consider time, which is necessarily created to project consciousness.
In time, there exists a “time” where time has no effect.
This is a moment. Yet there is no such thing as this moment, because it is two things at once.
There is only a comparison. For there to be a single moment, there must exist two moments.
Therefore, every moment is a paradoxical fractal within itself.
Therefore, every non-moment is a moment.
Hence, the Grand Paradox Theory thus invents the concept of eternity:
In an eternity dictated by two dichotomous ideas connected by a paradox, one must interject that it it can only be one or the other. This is true. The Paradox can never exist, God can never exist. Yet both intrinsic properties must exist.
This is the effect of quantum probability. No property concretely exists intrinsically, but only leans toward one quality or another. There is always a probability it will be the other quality.
This probability is dictated by where “it” exists exists in comparison to the larger picture.
Finally, in the ultimate Paradox, the “moment” between moment 1 and moment 2 must exist, yet can never be reached. This is the definition of the ultimate God. He both defines moment 1 and moment 2, and exists as both moments.
So far, I have thought of 9 core paradoxes which define humanity. Each paradox had 3 elements: passive, active, and paradoxical. The paradox is the moment between the passive and active which should never exist, but does...
This hypothetical train of thought can be best explained through gears, or Cogs. Suppose there was a central cog, which powered a cog below and above it.
1 * ... Chokmah
2 X ... Kether
3 * ... Binah
Cog 1 and 3 are not aware of each other, ever, in all eternity. Yet they somehow sense the effects of each other, however they relate it to themselves. Cog 2, though, intrinsically knows the function of cog 1 and 3. It is selfless, because it defines itself by both 1 and 3. Cog 2 is non-existent. Cog 1 and 3, conversely, are selfish. Yet through their selfishness they create out of necessity Cog 2, Kether.
Furthermore, I define each of the cogs:
1. passive — that which is perceived
2. Paradox — the moment of transition
3. active — that which is done
I have conjured up a total of 9 entities which all share the property of a paradox.
1. passive — X
2. paradoxical — Z
3. active — Y
Here an explanation:
Consider a 2 dimensional picture of a fish. Can one who only has perception of 2 dimensions perceive what the picture is? No, because if you imagine existing in the picture, you would see nothing. Now move 1 inch away from the picture (in the z dimension). It appears a blur of colors and perceptions that don't make any sense! This is the passive element, the initial baby perception of space. Now pretend you displaced yourself 1000 feet from the picture. You can perceive it, only as a dot in space. You know what it is, but not its meaning, or what it's even about! Now move far enough away to where you can tell what the picture is. This is the middle point. You see and understand the meaning of the picture. This is Gnosis. The point between experiencing the picture and seeing the picture. This is the Grand Paradox.