Occult for me started with LeVay
You have a god complex and found Laveyan satanism first....of course you did. Ha!
Has anyone read material or seen the man in black? An elderly figure all dressed in black, top hat, cane, day suit, with red eyes?
*chill down spine* Yes!I was taken through a guided meditation where the pieces of information that I filled in the blanks for were explained in relation to the stimulus material I was being given. I cant remember what the representation of the house, or its interior décor represented but I saw 'the man with the black top hat' standing their. A horrible sense of dread followed.
If you do a google search it comes up with alot of hits. I was surprised at how common experiences with him are, fear is also a common association.