I am not initiated, however...

[Semantic Mammal]

[shh] Pardon my first post, for I need to know what kind of magick (possibly teleological divine ideation) I am involved in/evolved in/enveloped in. For the last two years I've been creating 'art' through will & representation... I am self-taught & some folks call me a 'polymath.' I am not initiated (secular & profane, with early exposure to Lutheran Christiandom & a public high school diploma) but seem to be channeling someone or something that is initiated. The two hand-drawn photos I am going to post contain spontaneous intuitive symbology. Over the last four years I've been trying to unveil the political reality of life (deep politics) while seeking physical 'truth,' but after about two years, my answers/thought probes became increasingly metaphysical, spiritual, & esoteric. I think therefore believe I am a poet/writer (literati ichor flows through my diamond body), but with the role I play, I seem to be dominated by a creative spirit(s) while on stage. Am I one child of Infinity? For I feel as if I practice some form of higher purpose.


Latest poem, one immediate example (sequence of sigil magick?)

Midnight Sighs & Morning Mutations

The Mundane Egg boils in Manvantara's oil
under peg legged pirate's veiled eye
son of Horus, seer exorcised, holding Cain
enable profane template (temporal painting)before pearly gate
echoing equilibrium, masculine & feminine rogabitque

Good & Evil within spirit's cathedral
tempting tempo within thy temple
feeble flesh duress
undress John the Baptist's crest
Star of David blessed, as Lazarus ascends

The Black Star Child connects
with Sirius & its tribe of homo-superior pacifists
weaving Eden's epoch
semper apertus
semper ardens
semper idem
metamorphosis through thee medium

Regal sigil of the Doubleheaded Eagle
forevermore deine medien smeagol
hermetic throes unfold mortal metronome
befeuchten thy bed, ich bin zuhuase

Masonic syllogism, Thoth's wisdom
Vahana Valhalla hakuna-matata
medulla oblongata mantra
bin yata Nirvana

Tea kettle tea kettle bellows
'figaro figaro,' resettle steamy pebbles
Mother Moon cycles recycle Father Sun
duality of one

Druid dial, water clock
sand capsule, mechanical tick-tock
digital watch fine tuning eternal thought
begotten das grauen!

Midnight cries mourning mutation
zodiac tactician, grand illusion magician
we're entering the age of revelation
Zeit's unveiling, whilst Geist be wailing

The Great Work's Elect(ricity)
Fohat mysteries & the hidden hand of history
Aryan recipe willing this world into existence
scientia imperii decus et tutamen

Proteus exodus, Pralaya's wisp
undermen given a Joyce
Ulysses awake in the still waters void
scio me nihil scire

Abundance & Gnosis
working parts of the primordial substance
seculo seculorum
atom elect nostris soul's solstice
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12601677-Midn ... tic-Mammal

Up above...Creative passion & creative "flow," tend to correlate with automatic writing. For me, what is most peculiar, is having a "block" and then having "too much" to manage. My best work is usually cemented (from its raw noospheric fluid state) and ready to view within 2 to 6 hours, but the whole piece is instantly available within one hour, I have to touch it up rephrase words or rearrange certain lines after I "receive" the bulk of the message or material through (what I call) the celestial wireless. Now, I'm not discrediting my ability as a writer, one who hones craftsmanship, just sometimes... The material or topics I cover tend to be beyond my individual knowledge. I will write a piece only to understand it properly months later or a year thereafter. It's like the creative process foreshadows my own consciousness. In simple terms, I feel as if I manifest the unconscious & my consciousness "catches up" with my own revelations.

Down below...Older writes dictated to me with more veiled purpose (I'm not going to post more poems, so it is up to you to read them through the links if you are interested) In appearing order: Occupy Apocalypse, The Star Child's Black Iris (inverted compilation), Esoteric Ramblings (Randomly assorted compilation), Eyes that live outside the realm of Heaven & Hell, Zero Multiplied by One, and In the Garden Grieving.
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12383826-Occu ... tic-Mammal
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12532893-The- ... tic-Mammal
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12567677-Esot ... tic-Mammal
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12209900-Eyes ... tic-Mammal
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12212174-Zero ... tic-Mammal
http://allpoetry.com/poem/12256047-In-t ... tic-Mammal

Alas, I am currently working on The Quantum Dialectic so I can give Light through Gnosis and unveil NOW's process for the masses.

That is all I wish to disclose for now. Please help me discover what I am ... Thank you for your time & focus.

[corvidus]

Hi there, interesting images

In my opinion, it's either channeled from the collective unconscious, your higher self (in a type of 'remembering') or from an entity.
Perhaps next time you feel 'in trance' you could ask for a name or point of origin of all this stuff?
Because there are many intelligences out there who are familiar with higher knowledge.

[Semantic Mammal]

Note to moderators, if this topic does not belong, please move it to the appropriate space (Angelic arts, Gnosticism?)

Something I forgot to mention in my first post: I've had multiple episodes of sleep paralysis, and I also exercise control over my lucid dreams (interacting with archetypes & manipulating dream environment).

Thank you for responding... Perhaps it is my 'higher self,' because I've annihilated my lower instinctual self. During my research, I've been led down incredible 'rabbit holes,' searching for meaning in this world. Some of the most influential people to leave their mental mark (subconscious mark) on me include, Nikola Tesla, William Blake, Allen Ginsberg, William Wordsworth, Marshall Mcluhan, Yevgeny Zamyatin, James Joyce, George Orwell, Aldous Huxley, Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Neil Postman, Immanuel Kant, Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel, Jacques Derrida, Germaine Williams, Arthur Schopenhauer, Albert Pike, Alice Bailey, Lovecraft, Edgar Allan Poe, Eric Kaiser Bucky Fuller, Carl Jung, Henry Jules, Thomas Pynchon, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, Helena Blavatsky, Patrick McGoohan, Stanley Kubrick, Fritz Lang, Manly P Hall, and various authors of philosophical inquiry (The Great Conversation), theological/mystic compilations (east & west sects)... Meaning to say, I intuitively understand these folks when I encounter their work. It is very strange to describe, but it's like I fully 'know' their material before I interact with it and they appear to be organizing the things I 'know' into neat packages for me to reflect upon. My thoughts are their thoughts & vice versa. I've studied many other intelligent entities/institutions, but I highlighted the people that immediately come to mind as sharing a functional philosophy or understanding of this world.

I would describe myself as one transcendental intellectual neoist, for I hath broken the process of life into temporal process & quantum process (hidden process) and refuse to subscribe to one particular dogma or craft (I'm one post-dogma creature, embracing polycraft). As for the collective unconscious, I worry about the 'higher science/magick' practiced & the the upper echelon 'priest class' that be currently working at CERN, universities around the world, and classified research centers (underground & above). I'm completely aware when it comes to technology impacting biological evolution, and I also hold keen interest in nueroplasticity/brain science, medieval scholasticism (trivium quadrivium), anthropology, biology, physiology, ecology, secret societies, cosmology, economics, all areas of physics, computer science, propaganda, general psychology, literature, and metaphysics, etc. I guess you could say I'm infatuated with organic & inorganic information.

If I am tapping into the 'ether,' or building bridges to past lives/knowledge through a psychic zero-point energy field, how can I enhance my abilities (manipulate the base frequencies & vibrations for controlled reverberation) while bringing LIGHT through Gnosis to the somnambulists walking planet Earth? The problem with many practicing sorcerers- they possess an inadequate understanding of the material sciences, Earth''s history, and our contemporary intricate exoteric relationships (civil & political).

BTW, Free yourself from the seduction of words. That was one of my first earthly achievements. [idea]

[message] from eternity
Mind outside the realm of Heaven & Hell
Body one celestial machine shell
Soul stole energy cells
Smelting mind's ore for this vocal anecdotal throat full. East & west coastal, testing me remote flow. North & south poles pull motion, approaching thy author's quizzical quotient, the invisible symbolist syllable potion in motion crunching whimsical notion. Ego sum esoteric tongue devotion. Slather me blather with abluent lotion, coaching prole hymns, cutting off occult limbs, revealing the ethereal veil. I am the pale & dark skinned male. Not the elephant but the whale, in the room looming. My third eye blooming- tuning within tunes, transmission or transmutation? Canonically cocooning in thy womb this digital voodoo from one light-through guru.

Micro
United
Always
United
Macro

Pray Profane within Fane!


Being
To bee or not to bee
Sum of all consent
Beehive behave
Brave civilization
Sun baked
Circle spake
Snake eating its tale


Sin-Thesis
The wheel in the sky keeps on turning
Theoretician seeks infinity
Celestial power source
Human conCERN
Incubate one cosmic egg

Feel each ray of energy
The key to time space symmetry
Three-six-nine-divine
The alternating universal current
Smelting mind's ore

I can feel it, can you?
Each planet has its own electromagnetic melody
Tis in harmony
Electrically

Reverberation
69 ~~~~~ 69 Micro

AUM

69 ~~~~ 69~~~~ 69 ~~~~69
Macro

69
From the synaptic pathway to yourbackyard, reverberation
AUM
Micro meta-capacitor to Macro beta-participator
AUM
Feeling magnetic field of dreams
AUM
Naught aught 69 +=-
AUM
Whole 0 circle spake
AUM
Grand Architect of each swirling form
Translating the relative pinnacle of now
F0rever Always & All ways
69

[corvidus]

If I am tapping into the 'ether,' or building bridges to past lives/knowledge through a psychic zero-point energy field, how can I enhance my abilities (manipulate the base frequencies & vibrations for controlled reverberation) while bringing LIGHT through Gnosis to the somnambulists walking planet Earth? The problem with many practicing sorcerers- they possess an inadequate understanding of the material sciences, Earth''s history, and our contemporary intricate exoteric relationships (civil & political).

The only way to enhance your abilities is to keep practicing, while holding onto the center and stillness required for advanced meditation work. Don't let your ego get in the way (too often) either.

As for bringing the Light of Gnosis to the population, this requires an Art which people can understand. Simple metaphors, simple sentence constructions, simple message. Those captivated will look into the deeper meaning. You could also say that the problem with many practicing sorcerers is that they possess an inadequate understanding of how to communicate to those who have no idea what they're talking about.

BTW, Free yourself from the seduction of words. That was one of my first earthly achievements. [idea]

A poet who is free from the seduction of words?

[Semantic Mammal]

"A poet who is free from the seduction of words?"

Is a poet who can control words. I use written symbols as my vehicle for Gnosis. Art=vehicle, as Orwell said, All art is propaganda. My technique revolves round will & representation.

My alchemy can be crudely described by this formula

Divine Ideation/cosmic substance--->Emotion/thought--->Soul/will power--->Representation/manifestation
&
Resource--->Raw material--->Forge--->Transmuted state

For a poet: Inspiration--->written symbols--->technological extension/medium--->poem

Since I am one transcendental intellectual/Neoist, I am:therefore think:thus believe. I create matter out of matter and tell you it matters, because if nothing matters then everything matters, right? What's the matter?


Higher message from the 'others,' for the somnambulists on Spaceship Earth... Attempting to reach the other end of intelligence, I'm on this planet with you, reader. Try to connect our thoughts, I've broken through and so have you, no time or space between our words. Let's deconstruct finite sensibilities and unveil infinite potentiality. Will you please join this epiphany?

Love life NOW!
'Things' we experience (empiric sensory perception) through the medium of time/space tend to be immediate macro reactions to local & nonlocal compounding micro actions interacting (always & all ways following the first cause). The combined combustion of colliding energy forces (organic & inorganic) which evolve to create the NOW, possess the ability to influence the sum of all consent (universal inclusive loop called NOW). Your will & representation can change the relative translation of tomorrow's information. Information is everything and it starts in your imagination, only through the discipline of will power may you manifest your soul's desire. Beware of the law: 'for every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.' Sorcerers of the mind (noosphere magicians) are completely aware of the quantum process (as above so below, micro & macro), for they wield raw material & forge their thoughts into existence by the light's eternal flame, utilizing (simultaneously) all possible substance, be it problem (past), reaction (present), or solution (future) . All scientific principles (unveiled discoveries) which apply to the study of gravity & physics, equally apply to the thought realm. We reflect our own image in everything we encounter and thus we reflect our geometrical milieu during its phenomenal operation (inside is outside).

This is one dimension of the multi-dimensional electric reverberation hologram, refracting itself by concentrating properly encoded & decoded particles/DNA into one instantaneous self-perpetuating self-contained sustainable system of energy fragments, which form the whole of the known universe (we are part of the impartial (partially hidden) plasma puzzle). Humans get to participate inside this matrix as evolved features/intelligently seeded conduits of soul essence through the medium of organic function, composed of compiled information (genetic cycles of life & death), one ubiquitous sequence known as the self-aware molecular structure. Pre-star man experiences one unfathomable equation, using light matter to explore the dark matter. Post-star man experiences the program that 'runs' the unfathomable equation because you are the light & dark matter. The age of revealing is NOW. Instinctual man will be replaced by Cosmic ideation. Homo-superior walk among us.


Flowering Tower

Flowers in the field bloom without foreknowledge
Man's history, technology, symbols
Stretch across time & space

The collective past present and future
Seeds stems leaves and flowers
Flourish

Teleological biology
Nature's mathematical story
We are one flower blooming

Synergy of energy
Servomechanism & astral ecology
Working parts of the total sum

Seeds will always be
Stems will always be
Flowers
We will always be evolving

Parallel discovery
As above
So below
The mind reveals the past
Our future will all ways grow

From the base matter of Light
To the abyss of unknown
The human mind climbs
Up stardust stairs

To have no purpose gives purpose
According to the book of Nature
To share purpose lives purpose
Grow man's flowering tower

I'm one petal
You're one petal
We will forever settle
Wilting in earth's dirt

Nothing created
Nothing destroyed
Something discovered
Something deployed

The human race is a field of flowers that cannot calculate its growth pattern, for if we gave our evolution through thousands of years pattern recognition, we'd be fully aware of the flowering tower reaching the Godhead's infinite algorithm. Instead, we're designed to be modules that conduct finite observations through our five senses, serving the celestial schematic, being what we are meant to be. Together we wilt, together we bloom, forever building life's flowering tower.

Infinity loves you!

Corvidus, I forgot to ask, what craft do you follow?

[corvidus]

Corvidus, I forgot to ask, what craft do you follow?

Little ol me?
I don't follow any particular 'craft', but my own practice is very much influenced by shamanism, mysticism, alchemy and the martial arts.
I grew up reading and writing poetry and short stories though, so there's a special spot in my heart for Art.

My alchemy can be crudely described by this formula

Divine Ideation/cosmic substance--->Emotion/thought--->Soul/will power--->Representation/manifestation
&
Resource--->Raw material--->Forge--->Transmuted state

For a poet: Inspiration--->written symbols--->technological extension/medium--->poem

I very much like these formula.