It's been a while since I've posted but yeah, things have been busy. I guess they're going better. But I get the sense something is going to happen. Something not so great. I just, sorta feel it right now. Lately I've been having alot of negative dreams too. Anyways, my friend recommended that I try to use a Scrying Mirror, and to use it for meditation as well. She thinks it can help me prepare for anything coming my way that can be negative. That I should make one with an old glass picture frame, paint it, and I'm set. But I read some obscure comments that suggest using a black surface like black felt or black paper could also work if it's an emergency. I have black felt and a lighter colored black construction paper.
I don't really have the right sort of paint, it's winter, so spray paint would be out of the question in this house, since I have pets.
Does anyone have any idea if this improvised use of a "scrying mirror" would work? Would it be better if I went back to using a black bowl, water and some coloring? I'm intending to use this right now as an emergency, because I need to prepare for what can happen. I am aware that self fulfilling prophecies tend to happen when you prepare for disasters. So maybe I could even avoid scrying for now? Perhaps I should let things happen as they're meant to happen.
I'm distressed. Panicked.
