A Luciferian parasite attacking me at the back of my head

[WhiteWizard77]

I am always feeling a pain at the bakc of my head and my throat as if a parasite has latched onto it with its tendrils, and I am always devoid of energy, low, nauseated and puking every two meals. This started when I agreed with Lucifer to become a Luciferian if he gets my avengment for me. But he never did. After I agreed to Lucifer, Yahweh attacked me and left me. He was the one protecting me earlier. I would simply scream Yud He Vau He and any demon would get banished and any problem would be solved. Surprises me Yahweh didn't warn me about such a catastrophe earlier, but let me into the trench. And now Yahweh doesn't even talk to me. Only his angels sometimes protect me. And fuck that Michael, he keeps attacking me when I or someone else evokes him for me. I tried getting the mercy of God with Shem angel Galiel, but to no avail. Yahweh is an unmerciful, tyrannical troll god. Please don't work with him. Can anyone tell me how can I get rid of Lucifer's impish parasite and continue with my normal life? I tried the LBRP, Solar bansihing, Sword banishing, cleanisng but nothing seems to work. The parasite detaches itself for some time but comes right back. My shields are working, and they seems to get dissolved every time I erect them. And summoning Michael doesn't help

[Amor]

Better perhaps to look to Lovecraft and the dark octopuses

Use heart light to dislodge your octopus cluster.

If they do not go, move up the dark flows behind them to address their supervisor and supervisor's supervisor.

Do not go higher than that without a pure beneficial entity to guard your back

[WhiteWizard77]

Better perhaps to look to Lovecraft and the dark octopuses

Use heart light to dislodge your octopus cluster.

If they do not go, move up the dark flows behind them to address their supervisor and supervisor's supervisor.

Do not go higher than that without a pure beneficial entity to guard your back

Can I have my higher self protect me

[Amor]

If your personality is harboring adverse attitudes/beliefs or significant karma, that will usually undermine any positive intervention

Purify the personality and use heart light. When you are clean the cosmic garbage predators have nothing to feed off.